♥ KIDNAP MY HEART
you make me crazier;crazier
i can't help a smile everytime i see your face
you make me crazier;crazier
i can't help a smile everytime i see your face
♥ Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
just got home . shagged . tiring day at training . did lots of standing . haiyoh ! meet up with my ex to visit his mom who just admitted to TTSH . went to serangoon to hav dinner together with his family . then his dad send me home . now , i want to sleep . hehe . nights !
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:57 PM
♥ Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
wah . im like freaking tired sia ! just got home from training . campak my body on my bed . wah , eyes cannot open anymore . so sleepy . haha . too tired to eat , some more . aiyoh .
18/01
went for training as usual . took bus with nazry till eunos mrt . then took train to tamp , meet BESTIE . dont know where to eat , so i suggested changi v . i ate kway teow goreng that is so tawar ! wanted to eat my fav kway teow goreng kerang but the kedai close ah . disappointed sia . hehe . BESTIE ate maggie goreng , as usual . then after that , we dont know where to head to . BESTIE brought me to the beach near changi airfreight centre there . we lepak2 over there . nice wind some more . chill , relax . haha . left the place at about midnight . BESTIE couldnt find his bike key , so we searched high & low for it . look through the sand , bag , all over the place . BESTIE was stressed already . then i told him , maybe he still left it at his bike . he say he remembered putting the key in his pocket . but i insisted that he must have forgotten to remove the key from his bike . guess what ?? when we headed to the carpark , his key was there , hanging & dangling at the rear of the seat . OMG !! BESTIE , how can you be so forgetful !! BESTIE was so exhilarated that his key and bike were still there . he hugged me and said that he didnt know what to feel : happy or sad . he was kinda whining . i calmed him lah . then he asked me to remind him to make a duplicate key and pass it to me . i went like , huh , what for sey . haha . went to petrol station then he sent me home .
19/01
today , was late for training . woke up late . like wth ! reached old p a at 10 plus , supposed to reach at 0830 . haha . nazry helped to inform teo i was gonna be damn late . did lots of practical today . scored fairly well for theory test . went home with vanitha as we took the same bus . was like half dead already . wanted to sleep , but vanitha kept talking to me . so have to layan her . hehe . reached tampines itc , i was walking like a zombie . bus queue was damn long ! my heart was feeling uneasy all of a sudden . it rained , so road wet right . i texted BESTIE to ride safely home . he didnt reply , so i guessed hes busy . i reached home , went online while lying down on my bed right now . then BESTIE texted me saying that he self-skidded at sembawang ! wth ! no wonder i felt uneasy . hmm . aiyoh ! so worried for him . hopefully he'll reach home safe and sound . hes resting at sembawang void deck 1st . hmm . still waiting for his reply , though . but nevermind . let him rest 1st . right now , im feeling very hungry already . so , gtg ! i wana eat ! toodles ! :)
18/01
went for training as usual . took bus with nazry till eunos mrt . then took train to tamp , meet BESTIE . dont know where to eat , so i suggested changi v . i ate kway teow goreng that is so tawar ! wanted to eat my fav kway teow goreng kerang but the kedai close ah . disappointed sia . hehe . BESTIE ate maggie goreng , as usual . then after that , we dont know where to head to . BESTIE brought me to the beach near changi airfreight centre there . we lepak2 over there . nice wind some more . chill , relax . haha . left the place at about midnight . BESTIE couldnt find his bike key , so we searched high & low for it . look through the sand , bag , all over the place . BESTIE was stressed already . then i told him , maybe he still left it at his bike . he say he remembered putting the key in his pocket . but i insisted that he must have forgotten to remove the key from his bike . guess what ?? when we headed to the carpark , his key was there , hanging & dangling at the rear of the seat . OMG !! BESTIE , how can you be so forgetful !! BESTIE was so exhilarated that his key and bike were still there . he hugged me and said that he didnt know what to feel : happy or sad . he was kinda whining . i calmed him lah . then he asked me to remind him to make a duplicate key and pass it to me . i went like , huh , what for sey . haha . went to petrol station then he sent me home .
19/01
today , was late for training . woke up late . like wth ! reached old p a at 10 plus , supposed to reach at 0830 . haha . nazry helped to inform teo i was gonna be damn late . did lots of practical today . scored fairly well for theory test . went home with vanitha as we took the same bus . was like half dead already . wanted to sleep , but vanitha kept talking to me . so have to layan her . hehe . reached tampines itc , i was walking like a zombie . bus queue was damn long ! my heart was feeling uneasy all of a sudden . it rained , so road wet right . i texted BESTIE to ride safely home . he didnt reply , so i guessed hes busy . i reached home , went online while lying down on my bed right now . then BESTIE texted me saying that he self-skidded at sembawang ! wth ! no wonder i felt uneasy . hmm . aiyoh ! so worried for him . hopefully he'll reach home safe and sound . hes resting at sembawang void deck 1st . hmm . still waiting for his reply , though . but nevermind . let him rest 1st . right now , im feeling very hungry already . so , gtg ! i wana eat ! toodles ! :)
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 9:26 PM
♥ Sunday, January 17, 2010
Love you so much that it hurts ♥ / PICTURES OF CLOSE FRENS ♥
[my new frens : Nurul (in green) & Munirah (in tudung)]
[walking up the "hill" to Cisco Academy]
[mun & me step writing stuffs in lecture room]
[nurul & me posing]
[SMILE!]
[a fren of my fren , mil]
[wan fetched me from work ; ate at FNS @ Toa Payoh]
[thanks ehk mil , candid shot ]
[makan pon tk habis dah !] I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:38 AM
♥
sorry for not updating my blog . been busy with work . almost 2 weeks training at Old Police Academy , still left with 1 more week . then will be the final assessment . hopefully i'll pass !!!!! then will be deployed to airport . yeah !! haha !! but seriously right , i have not been having enough sleep seyy . reach home late , wake up early shit in the morning . si liao !! haha !! tired to the max sia !! haha !! haiyoh !! but what to do , for work mah .
yesterday was the 1st time that i was damn late for my training . training started at at 0830 . guess what time i reached ? 0920 !!!! hahaa !!!! but i wasnt alone . my colleague , nazry , was late as well . haha . luckily he texted me . if not , i think i will be even more late . like what the hell ! haha !! thanks , naz . got myself ready as soon as possible , took a cab to fetch him and then went to work together . at amk , traffic congestion la pulak !! even more late !! si liao !! haha !! reached already , rear gate close !! have to walk all the way to the main gate . haha . by the time we reached training room , the rest were doing their practical ; pat down search . haha .
after training , nazry sent me hm . thanks ehk , uat susah2 ajer . heehee . after that , siap2 go out meet my fren . teman him go shopping @ Bugis . he shopped for 4 tops !! 2 t-shirts and 2 shirts @ Cotton On . wah liao !! kalah kn pompan sak !!! haha !! 1st time i see him like this . hahaha !!! before we went home , he bought for me a box of 6 of Chewy Junior @ Bugis . took the train home . damn tired and sleepy sia !!! my body cannot take it anymore . wash up , then campak my badan on my bed !! haha !!
today's plan , i dont know ? should i go out ? or should i stay home ? hmm . hehe !!!! dont know lah . k lah . gtg .
yesterday was the 1st time that i was damn late for my training . training started at at 0830 . guess what time i reached ? 0920 !!!! hahaa !!!! but i wasnt alone . my colleague , nazry , was late as well . haha . luckily he texted me . if not , i think i will be even more late . like what the hell ! haha !! thanks , naz . got myself ready as soon as possible , took a cab to fetch him and then went to work together . at amk , traffic congestion la pulak !! even more late !! si liao !! haha !! reached already , rear gate close !! have to walk all the way to the main gate . haha . by the time we reached training room , the rest were doing their practical ; pat down search . haha .
after training , nazry sent me hm . thanks ehk , uat susah2 ajer . heehee . after that , siap2 go out meet my fren . teman him go shopping @ Bugis . he shopped for 4 tops !! 2 t-shirts and 2 shirts @ Cotton On . wah liao !! kalah kn pompan sak !!! haha !! 1st time i see him like this . hahaha !!! before we went home , he bought for me a box of 6 of Chewy Junior @ Bugis . took the train home . damn tired and sleepy sia !!! my body cannot take it anymore . wash up , then campak my badan on my bed !! haha !!
today's plan , i dont know ? should i go out ? or should i stay home ? hmm . hehe !!!! dont know lah . k lah . gtg .
Labels: why do all good things come to an end
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:05 AM
♥ Saturday, January 9, 2010
Love you so much that it hurts ♥ / AFFAIRS OF THE HEART ♥♥
wanted by many
taken by none
looking at some
waiting for one .
kidnap my heart
and dont let me go
cos i cant help a smile
everytime i see your face .
my heart skips a beat
whenever you are around
holding your hand
butterflies are danding in my stomach .
to me eventhough we are just friends
but you are very special
very close to heart
i treasure our friendship .
taken by none
looking at some
waiting for one .
kidnap my heart
and dont let me go
cos i cant help a smile
everytime i see your face .
my heart skips a beat
whenever you are around
holding your hand
butterflies are danding in my stomach .
to me eventhough we are just friends
but you are very special
very close to heart
i treasure our friendship .
Labels: its over
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 4:51 PM
♥
first of all , i have officially ended my relationship with HIM yesterday night . i cant lie to my heart any longer . you have changed alot for the past few months . ive had enough enduring it . right now , i dont want to be committed yet as im not ready for it . i want to focus on my new job , which is Aviation Screening Officer under CISCO . its tough , but the end result shall be good . hehe .
to HIM , im sorry i had to do this you . but i think its for the best . i dont want to hurt your heart any further , so its best that i end it now . if you really love me , you must learn to let me go . okay . thanks for the love that you have showered me with . i really appreciate it alot .
now , enough about that . i dont want to be so emotionally attached to that . hmm . well , my training at Old Police Academy is still left with a week plus . at the end of the month , im gonna get my . woohooo ! guess what im gonna do with it ?? im gonna get a new hairdo !!! and a handphone !! hehehe !!!! hmmm .
well , im gonna go take a bath now . meeting my BESTIE later , accompany him to tampines interchange do some stuffs . i'll update more if im not busy .
to HIM , im sorry i had to do this you . but i think its for the best . i dont want to hurt your heart any further , so its best that i end it now . if you really love me , you must learn to let me go . okay . thanks for the love that you have showered me with . i really appreciate it alot .
now , enough about that . i dont want to be so emotionally attached to that . hmm . well , my training at Old Police Academy is still left with a week plus . at the end of the month , im gonna get my . woohooo ! guess what im gonna do with it ?? im gonna get a new hairdo !!! and a handphone !! hehehe !!!! hmmm .
well , im gonna go take a bath now . meeting my BESTIE later , accompany him to tampines interchange do some stuffs . i'll update more if im not busy .
Labels: life has its ups and downs
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 4:30 PM
♥ Sunday, January 3, 2010
Love you so much that it hurts ♥ / BORING PLUS RESTLESS ♥
hmm . a boring day to start with . haha . didnt do anything much except sit and eat at home . haah . haish . i dont know why , somehow or rather , i feel kinda uneasy . something's like bothering my emotions , my heart . hmm . honestly , sometimes i feel like i shoudnt be in a relationship right now . like it happen to soon . hmm . 'cos i feel like , i have not met my mr right yet . *sigh*
i dont know . hmm . true love is like a tattoo , it hurts when it bleeds but it feels good within and lasts forever till the end of your time . i wish everyone could experience true love ; the feeling of being so physically and emotionally wrapped around someone who treats you like your the most amazing thing in the world .
someone who calls you back after they say goodbye because they just want to hear your voice again .
someone who unexpectedly shows up at your house when you’re sick to give you roses and a feel-better kiss. Someone who tells you they you and that they will always be there and sticks to their word.
someone who kisses you not only on your lips but on your nose, forehead, and cheek as well.
someone who sees you as a real person with real feelings and not as a sex object. Someone who runs up to you, picks you up and spins you around.
someone who grabs your hand, looks into your eyes and says “I want to be with you for the rest of my life”.
someone who can give you butterflies just by touching your hand . someone who loves you for who you are.
every girl needs a man ; the kind that will treat you right as well as others ; the kind that has enough respect for himself , family , and others ; the one that will change for you to just be with you.the kind that searches for you with his heart ,the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies , the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs already , the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover ,
the kind that doesnt mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night ; maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep .
that kind that will do anything for you even if its just to buy your favorite kind of candy . the kind that will defend and fight for you , the kind that wont ditch you for his friends when you need him the most , the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering . the kind that is not afraid to smile to his friends everytime you're around and tell them , “She’s the one.”
the kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him , even if they’re small gestures . the kind that actually thanks you for the little notes you leave him , the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind , the kind that will actually open the door for you , takes you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday . the kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him ;
the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget . the kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down , the kind that tells you to be strong and not to cry, the kind that will go through think and thin with , and for you , the kind that just loves you for who you are .
that kind of man , that’s the kind you keep .
if you're going to fall , you better fall hard . fear nothing . and if you're going to , you better fear hard . hold nothing back , and have no regrets .
to be brave is to someone unconditionally without expecting anything in return . to just give . that takes courage , because nobody wants to fall on their faces or leave themselves open to hurt .
i dont know . hmm . true love is like a tattoo , it hurts when it bleeds but it feels good within and lasts forever till the end of your time . i wish everyone could experience true love ; the feeling of being so physically and emotionally wrapped around someone who treats you like your the most amazing thing in the world .
someone who calls you back after they say goodbye because they just want to hear your voice again .
someone who unexpectedly shows up at your house when you’re sick to give you roses and a feel-better kiss. Someone who tells you they you and that they will always be there and sticks to their word.
someone who kisses you not only on your lips but on your nose, forehead, and cheek as well.
someone who sees you as a real person with real feelings and not as a sex object. Someone who runs up to you, picks you up and spins you around.
someone who grabs your hand, looks into your eyes and says “I want to be with you for the rest of my life”.
someone who can give you butterflies just by touching your hand . someone who loves you for who you are.
every girl needs a man ; the kind that will treat you right as well as others ; the kind that has enough respect for himself , family , and others ; the one that will change for you to just be with you.the kind that searches for you with his heart ,the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies , the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs already , the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover ,
the kind that doesnt mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night ; maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep .
that kind that will do anything for you even if its just to buy your favorite kind of candy . the kind that will defend and fight for you , the kind that wont ditch you for his friends when you need him the most , the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering . the kind that is not afraid to smile to his friends everytime you're around and tell them , “She’s the one.”
the kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him , even if they’re small gestures . the kind that actually thanks you for the little notes you leave him , the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind , the kind that will actually open the door for you , takes you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday . the kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him ;
the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget . the kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down , the kind that tells you to be strong and not to cry, the kind that will go through think and thin with , and for you , the kind that just loves you for who you are .
that kind of man , that’s the kind you keep .
if you're going to fall , you better fall hard . fear nothing . and if you're going to , you better fear hard . hold nothing back , and have no regrets .
to be brave is to someone unconditionally without expecting anything in return . to just give . that takes courage , because nobody wants to fall on their faces or leave themselves open to hurt .
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 10:49 PM
♥ Friday, January 1, 2010
Love you so much that it hurts ♥ / HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 ♥♥
happy new 2010 to all my dearest sweethearts !! the year of 2009 has left me with wonderful and painful memories . now let's start 2010 afresh . hopefully , this year will be a more blissful year . way less CONFUSING for me . haha !
(311209)
well right now , my whole body is aching like hell ! haha !!! and plus , my hands , legs and face are tanned ! damn !! the weather was HOT yesterday !! due to fishing liao !! bf didnt caught anything . but hanis ellen caught 2 stingrays !!! bukan main happy dia !! haha !! while hanis ellen and bf were busy fishing , me and hairy were sun-tanning ourself under the HOT HOT sun !! haha !! nothing better to do . i tried to play takraw , but , i still dont know how to play . haha !!! and not to mention i was bullied by hanis ellen !!! he wanted to pull me to the sea !!! i shouted and refused as i cant swim !! haha !! hanis ellen and hairy were laughing at me , while bf was busy fishing . its like as if he ignored that i was being bullied !!! hmph !!!! hahah !!! nevermind , i had fun still . hehe !!
yesterday , the network was damn irritating larh kn ! so hard to get through . texted like 9 or 10 people new year msgs . a few replied . hehe !! my bestie replied like an hour later , saying that he was at clarke quay . haiz . nevermind . hmm . was to shagged to reply , so i slept . haha !!!
(today)
woke up at 1 plus in the afternoon . sitting in the living room , blogging , tagged-ing and facebook-ing . have to update fb with pictures of yesterday , yesterday and the day before yesterday . haha !!! syaz asked me out to bugis , but i dont feel like it . lazy to go far far uh . if lepak2 can . hehe !!! dont know if i should beep my bestie . but i think hes still asleep . haha !!!! nevermind . just wait for him to reply me later . okayy lahh . wanna go bathe . anything , at night later , i will posts more . if you wanna view any/more pictures , feel free to view my profile either at tagged or facebook okayyy . bye !!
(311209)
well right now , my whole body is aching like hell ! haha !!! and plus , my hands , legs and face are tanned ! damn !! the weather was HOT yesterday !! due to fishing liao !! bf didnt caught anything . but hanis ellen caught 2 stingrays !!! bukan main happy dia !! haha !! while hanis ellen and bf were busy fishing , me and hairy were sun-tanning ourself under the HOT HOT sun !! haha !! nothing better to do . i tried to play takraw , but , i still dont know how to play . haha !!! and not to mention i was bullied by hanis ellen !!! he wanted to pull me to the sea !!! i shouted and refused as i cant swim !! haha !! hanis ellen and hairy were laughing at me , while bf was busy fishing . its like as if he ignored that i was being bullied !!! hmph !!!! hahah !!! nevermind , i had fun still . hehe !!
yesterday , the network was damn irritating larh kn ! so hard to get through . texted like 9 or 10 people new year msgs . a few replied . hehe !! my bestie replied like an hour later , saying that he was at clarke quay . haiz . nevermind . hmm . was to shagged to reply , so i slept . haha !!!
(today)
woke up at 1 plus in the afternoon . sitting in the living room , blogging , tagged-ing and facebook-ing . have to update fb with pictures of yesterday , yesterday and the day before yesterday . haha !!! syaz asked me out to bugis , but i dont feel like it . lazy to go far far uh . if lepak2 can . hehe !!! dont know if i should beep my bestie . but i think hes still asleep . haha !!!! nevermind . just wait for him to reply me later . okayy lahh . wanna go bathe . anything , at night later , i will posts more . if you wanna view any/more pictures , feel free to view my profile either at tagged or facebook okayyy . bye !!
Labels: happy new year happy 2010
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 3:01 PM
♥ Monday, December 28, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥ / my latest updated blog ♥
hahaah !!!! hello people !!!!!
its been awhile since i blog !!!!!! and now im back !!!! thanks to HANIS ELLEN !!!!
he keep bugging me to update my blog as well change my blogskin . and now , its done !!!!
thanks to him for the blogskin . hehe !! ellen , if you're reading this post , thanks for the blogskin and hence , this post is dedicated to you . because of you , im updating my blog . yearh !
k laaah . i wanna sleep . look at the time !
aahhh ! got a date with my bf and my warriors . haha !
its been awhile since i blog !!!!!! and now im back !!!! thanks to HANIS ELLEN !!!!
he keep bugging me to update my blog as well change my blogskin . and now , its done !!!!
thanks to him for the blogskin . hehe !! ellen , if you're reading this post , thanks for the blogskin and hence , this post is dedicated to you . because of you , im updating my blog . yearh !
k laaah . i wanna sleep . look at the time !
aahhh ! got a date with my bf and my warriors . haha !
Labels: blog updated at last
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 3:24 AM
♥ Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
hello people ! today , i met up with my SATS bestie , zara . she accompanied me to my medical check-up @ SICC 1 . was late , but nevermind . hehe . when i reached there , like what the hell , kena postponed to tomorrow sia ! haah ! nevermind also . went to eat @ Food Culture @ CSQ , zara bought a dress . we then bought a few undergarments @ E2 Lingerie . bought leggings at Cotton On . collect my ring @ Tampines One afterthat . zara's fren , ashimie was already waiting for us in his car . hehe . he decided to drive us to bugis 'cos i wana pamper myself by shopping . hehe . but before , he wanted to go to ECP drive thru mcD JUST TO GET HIMSELF A LARGE COKELIGHT ! like what the hell ! haha ! this part really amuses me ! i dont understand him ! haah ! weird fren of zara's . haah ! the moment we reached bugis junction , zara was drooling over Swensen's Ice Cream . haha ! aper lagi ! we ate Regular Earthquake with 8 different flavoured ice cream and several toppings . haah ! took some pictures together , then headed for BUGIS STREET MARKET ! wuuhuu ! SHOPPING ! haha !
my main purpose is to get myself a dress , thats all . BUT , i spent a whole lot more there ! haha ! habis duit aku oii ! the moment we reached the escalator , zara set her eyes on a pair of sandles that girls nowadays wear with leggings and dress . it looks nice though . lucky her it was on a 20% discount , so i think she bought it for 23.90 . she was satisfied with it . hehe . then , i saw this shop that kind of had the kind of dressess that i want . so i bought mine for 10 bucks for 2 dresses . what a deal ! haha . bought myself a pair of gladiator sandles for just 15 bucks . wuuhuu ! nice nice . heeh . went to FRESHPROFUSION to buy a few pairs of earrings for 5 bucks . waaahh ! lots of things to carry , you know . hehe . went back to tampines and go home with my hands full of shopping bags . haha !
my main purpose is to get myself a dress , thats all . BUT , i spent a whole lot more there ! haha ! habis duit aku oii ! the moment we reached the escalator , zara set her eyes on a pair of sandles that girls nowadays wear with leggings and dress . it looks nice though . lucky her it was on a 20% discount , so i think she bought it for 23.90 . she was satisfied with it . hehe . then , i saw this shop that kind of had the kind of dressess that i want . so i bought mine for 10 bucks for 2 dresses . what a deal ! haha . bought myself a pair of gladiator sandles for just 15 bucks . wuuhuu ! nice nice . heeh . went to FRESHPROFUSION to buy a few pairs of earrings for 5 bucks . waaahh ! lots of things to carry , you know . hehe . went back to tampines and go home with my hands full of shopping bags . haha !
Labels: shopping
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:10 PM
♥ Saturday, September 26, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
waaahh . damn tired seyy ! started my day as early at 0900 . dragged myself to the toilet to get ready for job interview . haha . quickly get ready . went to make passport size photos for the interview . HE accompanied me as well as went for the interview along with me . most of all , thanks for informing me about the interview . really appreciate it . thanks "FREN" ! mwah ! i owe eu one ! BIG one . haha . well , basically , the interview went well . i saw the interviewer graded me "4" through out the whole list of questions . heeh . hopefully , i manage to get THAT job again . 'cos i really enjoyed it . hahah .
after the interview , went to eat breakfast+lunch at CSQ Food Culture . thanks for the treat , eu . went home after that . was abit tired already . reached home , get changed to go jalan raya with my family . wahliao ! tired sia ! but what to do . no complains . haha ! went to a few houses , then went home . now , im really really shagged . my eyes are like half-opened . what the hell ! haha ! adioz !
after the interview , went to eat breakfast+lunch at CSQ Food Culture . thanks for the treat , eu . went home after that . was abit tired already . reached home , get changed to go jalan raya with my family . wahliao ! tired sia ! but what to do . no complains . haha ! went to a few houses , then went home . now , im really really shagged . my eyes are like half-opened . what the hell ! haha ! adioz !
Labels: another new chapter in my life perhaps
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:39 PM
♥ Friday, September 25, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
guys are all the same . talk much but no actions . why do i still have those feelings even though we are through ? i dont understand . its best if you are out of my life ! 'cos i dont want to be hurt . really . the more i see your face , the more i beginning to either hate you or love you . i really dont understand my heart . my feelings . i dont know what i want , yet ! GOD ! im confused ! big time ! guys like you will never change . i suggest you go and move on with your life flinging around with chickies ! its much more better that way . and i better not see your face around in campus . haah ! all those words that you blurted out from your mouth , they are merely WORDS . like HELLO ! put some ACTIONS into it ! haaah ! like what i should have known earlier , having/knowing a guy who has too many many chickies around him , is going to make your life miserable . trust me . even if faith n trust comes into the picture , just be sure that you are not fooled by it . 'cos you are going to regret that decision . im not saying that i am , cos its too late . SHIT happens !
so ya . im really content with what i have now . i think i should have remained SINGLE . if i were to accept you back in my life , i better be sure that you have EXECUTE your PLANS . 'cos im really really tired to be going back to square one and be arguing over and over again for the same reason . jealousy should not be the problem now , 'cos whatever you are doing in your life now , i dont care a SHIT about it . its YOUR LIFE ! hey ! MOVE ON , for goodness sake ! fighting for it ?! haah ! puhleese ! WORDS dont mean a thing la , boy .
and as for my love life , i really dont understand why do i get into a relationship with a guy without having any peace (disturbances from the 3rd party eg. hes EX) . be it with the 1st one or the 2nd one . what the hell ! is it FATED to be like this ?! seriously , now your EX threatened you that IM A BAD GIRL and you have to learn to know me . you claimed that you were in a relationship with him for almost 2 years and i barged in . saying that you knew him better than me . like HELLO ! i know him before you do . like what he told me , hes the one who let you go , without shedding any tears 'cos hes sick and tired of your bloody attitude . you are only EIGHTEEN and you behave like a TYPICAL MINAHREP . omg ! why should i even give a piece of SHIT about this . fyi , this is nothing . 'cos im okay with it . [ biar orang buat kite , jgn kite buat orang . ]
i wish that LOVE is not complicated . seriously . 'cos i think i cant be bothered about it now . my LAZYness is BACK . haha ! adios !
so ya . im really content with what i have now . i think i should have remained SINGLE . if i were to accept you back in my life , i better be sure that you have EXECUTE your PLANS . 'cos im really really tired to be going back to square one and be arguing over and over again for the same reason . jealousy should not be the problem now , 'cos whatever you are doing in your life now , i dont care a SHIT about it . its YOUR LIFE ! hey ! MOVE ON , for goodness sake ! fighting for it ?! haah ! puhleese ! WORDS dont mean a thing la , boy .
and as for my love life , i really dont understand why do i get into a relationship with a guy without having any peace (disturbances from the 3rd party eg. hes EX) . be it with the 1st one or the 2nd one . what the hell ! is it FATED to be like this ?! seriously , now your EX threatened you that IM A BAD GIRL and you have to learn to know me . you claimed that you were in a relationship with him for almost 2 years and i barged in . saying that you knew him better than me . like HELLO ! i know him before you do . like what he told me , hes the one who let you go , without shedding any tears 'cos hes sick and tired of your bloody attitude . you are only EIGHTEEN and you behave like a TYPICAL MINAHREP . omg ! why should i even give a piece of SHIT about this . fyi , this is nothing . 'cos im okay with it . [ biar orang buat kite , jgn kite buat orang . ]
i wish that LOVE is not complicated . seriously . 'cos i think i cant be bothered about it now . my LAZYness is BACK . haha ! adios !
Labels: HATE and TRUST, what is LOVE
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 7:23 PM
♥
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 12:24 AM
♥ Thursday, September 24, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
hola ! first and foremost , selamat hari raya aidilfitri my fellow muslim bloggers ! wuuuhuu . again , i was too lazy too blog . not in the mood . hehe . sorry . raya was okay okay for me . not much of a difference , but just "lonely without him" . its okay . life have to move on . hmm . enough of that .
activities for today :-
woke up at almost 1400 hours . was late to meet my darlings . hehe . damn tired seyy . quickly get ready . meet them ( Hanis Ellen , Wawan , Hairy , Syahrin , Aidil , Seri and Aizah) at CSQ Food Culture . ate roasted chicken rice , thanks to seribby . didnt finish it , 'cos was full already . then went to town , far east plaza . wawan wanted to buy some apparels . suddenly i was craving for chocolate ! felt like eating Fried Mars Balls at Chippy . hehe ! aidil bought for me . thanks so much ! haha ! feed my darlings some of those 'cos they were tempted by the chocolate . hehe ! waited for wawan's friends , Yati and Mia . they wanted to eat at Es Teler . chill for awhile outside far east plaza after that . then , went to Bugis Street , wawan wanted to buy jeans . chose the colour to match his top . haha ! went to haji lane ( i think) to smoke shisha . lots of camwhoring and laughing . had lots of fun ! haha ! didnt expect aidil to smoke that "heavily" . haah . hanis ellen was SOMEBODY until he become a model who is busy with photoshoots ! haha ! right right right ! hehe ! well , enough of typing , photos will br uploaded , next ! adios ! (:
activities for today :-
woke up at almost 1400 hours . was late to meet my darlings . hehe . damn tired seyy . quickly get ready . meet them ( Hanis Ellen , Wawan , Hairy , Syahrin , Aidil , Seri and Aizah) at CSQ Food Culture . ate roasted chicken rice , thanks to seribby . didnt finish it , 'cos was full already . then went to town , far east plaza . wawan wanted to buy some apparels . suddenly i was craving for chocolate ! felt like eating Fried Mars Balls at Chippy . hehe ! aidil bought for me . thanks so much ! haha ! feed my darlings some of those 'cos they were tempted by the chocolate . hehe ! waited for wawan's friends , Yati and Mia . they wanted to eat at Es Teler . chill for awhile outside far east plaza after that . then , went to Bugis Street , wawan wanted to buy jeans . chose the colour to match his top . haha ! went to haji lane ( i think) to smoke shisha . lots of camwhoring and laughing . had lots of fun ! haha ! didnt expect aidil to smoke that "heavily" . haah . hanis ellen was SOMEBODY until he become a model who is busy with photoshoots ! haha ! right right right ! hehe ! well , enough of typing , photos will br uploaded , next ! adios ! (:
Labels: happy and happy
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:59 PM
♥ Thursday, September 17, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
[at geylang with my family]
[nothing better else to do]
[my mat-with-the-shades]
[i love this edit ]
[ignore my bonchet stomach ! had a great dinner ! chix chop in my perot ! ]
[im so gonna get that jacket SERI !!!! i love it ! ]
[BELO seri !! i forgot what she was trying to tell me . haha ! ]
[im lovin' it ]
[almost alike]
[mixture of gold , blonde , yellow and idk what else is there ]
Labels: new chapter in my life
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 2:15 AM
♥ Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
ola ! so much things have been happening in my life lately . i dont know if im able to handle them well . exams and projects . haiz . what the hell . haha .
well , first and foremost , im happily attached to Muhammad A**** on 160909 . thanks for being there for me . god-willing , everything will be fine . and thanks for the ring , dear .
secondly , im very very fucked up with a nonsense that i just found out from HIM . like what the hell ! out of the blue , you blurted out such nonsense to me ! thanks for burning me up !
lastly , i have to study for my exam nw ! haah ! toodles ! hopefully i can concentrate . haha ! (:
well , first and foremost , im happily attached to Muhammad A**** on 160909 . thanks for being there for me . god-willing , everything will be fine . and thanks for the ring , dear .
secondly , im very very fucked up with a nonsense that i just found out from HIM . like what the hell ! out of the blue , you blurted out such nonsense to me ! thanks for burning me up !
lastly , i have to study for my exam nw ! haah ! toodles ! hopefully i can concentrate . haha ! (:
Labels: fuck you my love
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:28 PM
♥ Monday, September 7, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
[SHEESHA FUN]
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:40 PM
♥
hola ! i know its been awhile since i last blog . been very very busy with lots of stuffs . so many problems , so little time . haiz . anyways , today had POA exam , so started at 1400hrs . did some studying the day before . so hopefully , i manage to pass . haha . helped Nelly-boy with some answers during the test . haha . naughty me ! LoL . after school , went to TM1 to look for office wear apparels @ G2000 . hmm . have to buy it ASAP . went for eyebrow trimming after that . heeh . have to rush home and get ready to break-fast with my SATS sweethearts , shahira and zara . its been almost more than half a year since we last hang out !
met them at bugis mrt . went to kandahar st bazaar to buy chendol then get a seat at singapore zam zam to break-fast there . did lots of chit-chatting and gossiping . hehe . catch up with the old times . haha . and not to mention , alot of laughters ! haah ! shahira told me that i lose abit of weight . happy to hear that . hehe . (: zara fixed some braces and OMG ! i didnt know that shahira was getting shorter , or is it me growing taller ?! haha ! hmm . after break-fast , we didnt know where to lepak . then we walk through haji lane and decided to hang outat a restaurant to do some sheesha-ing . hehe . this is my 1st time . hmm .
more laughters and cam-whoring ! hehe . alot of fun ! i really enjoyed myself . to shahira and zara , you guys are the best SATS sweethearts in the world ! i really treasure our friendship and love you guys lots ! all the best for your future sweeties ! mwah ! (:
met them at bugis mrt . went to kandahar st bazaar to buy chendol then get a seat at singapore zam zam to break-fast there . did lots of chit-chatting and gossiping . hehe . catch up with the old times . haha . and not to mention , alot of laughters ! haah ! shahira told me that i lose abit of weight . happy to hear that . hehe . (: zara fixed some braces and OMG ! i didnt know that shahira was getting shorter , or is it me growing taller ?! haha ! hmm . after break-fast , we didnt know where to lepak . then we walk through haji lane and decided to hang outat a restaurant to do some sheesha-ing . hehe . this is my 1st time . hmm .
more laughters and cam-whoring ! hehe . alot of fun ! i really enjoyed myself . to shahira and zara , you guys are the best SATS sweethearts in the world ! i really treasure our friendship and love you guys lots ! all the best for your future sweeties ! mwah ! (:
Labels: fun and laughter
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:23 PM
♥ Saturday, August 22, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
fuck . something wrong with my email account . will be back soon to blog .
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 10:16 PM
♥ Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
to my lovely bloggers , today is a (uhm..uhmm..) day for me . seriously , i dont know how to describe how my day was . hmm . but it started out well . got pretty early in the morning . went to school alone . its not that i didnt wait for my babies , but i dont want to have a bad record for my attendance . (sorry , you guys) its the 2nd time that i reached school early . yeay ! haha . 7.40 to be exact . went to the locker to take my BEO booklet . waited at lift lobby for the rest . guess what ! teacher came late (8.30) due to he was caught up in a traffic jam at TPE . haiiyo . no point for me to come so early siia ! haha . nevermind . lesson was boring as usual . after that was POA , went to comp lab . did project assignment . able to complete 15 minutes ahead of time . yeay ! went to locker to keep some stuffs . then go to toilet to relieve myself . and guess what i heard . HIS voice ! damn loud . my babies immediately went out to see him . haiish . hmm . i was the last one to go out of the toilet . and i saw HIM . hard for me to make eye contact with him , but manage to somehow . i looked at HIM , HE looked at me . tried to smile . he held out his hand , then i held his . he kissed my hand . hmm . pretty weird though . haha . well , what can i say . its a different situation .
then went off to cafe 1 to eat with my babies . me and seri ate kway teow goreng ; ila , aizah and hairy ate nasi ayam thousand island . and ya , ila's friend , Hanis Ellen was there . sat at same table with us . crack lots of joke while eating . seri was being clumsy at that point of time . she spilled her pepsi drink on the table , and onto my skirt ! argh ! haiiyo . and we can still laugh out loud about it . haha . funny actually . cos we screamed out loud when the drink was spilled . haha . silly girls ! after that went to white sands cos seri wanted to get barbell (i dont know if i spell it right) . walked around for awhile . i was shagged by then . wanted to go home badly . [btw , i forgot to mention that HE did text me quite a few times ; asking me what i ate and my whereabouts . ] well , here's my post for you :-
seriously , if you think that we are strangers right now , i wouldnt even bother to blog about you or letting my feelings out on my blog and even save your contact , still . i know i dont show my feelings and all to you . but even if i did , whats the benefit . i gain nothing and same goes for you . let me just pour it out "cyberly" . if you think that i have moved on , think again . you know how i feel inside . like what i texted you yesterday , not to worry , you are still in my mind and my heart . if those words are not "believable" enough , you tell me what you want me to do . haiish . and i see that you did mention about the last hug that i blogged about . and even about me treating you cold and wicked . hmm . like i said , say whatever you want , whatever you like . i'll accept it . honestly , if you really feel bad about the breakup and you still love me and stuff , why on earth in the first place did you even want this to happen ??? never did it slipped in my mind that we would ever end our relationship . but you want it so much . i let you have it . time and again , im sick of breaking up and patching up . do you know that its really tiring and hurtful ? i wish that you could see that my heart "bleeds" for you . call me heartless if you must . i know you CARE but , its not like how it used to be . childish is what you call me . mature is what you think you are . i dont know how long i am suppose to endure all this . but i know someday , WE both will realise how much we really meant to each other .
then went off to cafe 1 to eat with my babies . me and seri ate kway teow goreng ; ila , aizah and hairy ate nasi ayam thousand island . and ya , ila's friend , Hanis Ellen was there . sat at same table with us . crack lots of joke while eating . seri was being clumsy at that point of time . she spilled her pepsi drink on the table , and onto my skirt ! argh ! haiiyo . and we can still laugh out loud about it . haha . funny actually . cos we screamed out loud when the drink was spilled . haha . silly girls ! after that went to white sands cos seri wanted to get barbell (i dont know if i spell it right) . walked around for awhile . i was shagged by then . wanted to go home badly . [btw , i forgot to mention that HE did text me quite a few times ; asking me what i ate and my whereabouts . ] well , here's my post for you :-
seriously , if you think that we are strangers right now , i wouldnt even bother to blog about you or letting my feelings out on my blog and even save your contact , still . i know i dont show my feelings and all to you . but even if i did , whats the benefit . i gain nothing and same goes for you . let me just pour it out "cyberly" . if you think that i have moved on , think again . you know how i feel inside . like what i texted you yesterday , not to worry , you are still in my mind and my heart . if those words are not "believable" enough , you tell me what you want me to do . haiish . and i see that you did mention about the last hug that i blogged about . and even about me treating you cold and wicked . hmm . like i said , say whatever you want , whatever you like . i'll accept it . honestly , if you really feel bad about the breakup and you still love me and stuff , why on earth in the first place did you even want this to happen ??? never did it slipped in my mind that we would ever end our relationship . but you want it so much . i let you have it . time and again , im sick of breaking up and patching up . do you know that its really tiring and hurtful ? i wish that you could see that my heart "bleeds" for you . call me heartless if you must . i know you CARE but , its not like how it used to be . childish is what you call me . mature is what you think you are . i dont know how long i am suppose to endure all this . but i know someday , WE both will realise how much we really meant to each other .
Labels: does it even tell you anything ?
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 3:12 PM
♥ Monday, August 3, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
Tidak pernah ku inginkan
Perpisahan terjadi
Kerana ku sejak dulu
Ingin bersamamu
Hingga ke akhir hayat
Ku harapkan cinta kita
Akan terus bahagia
Tapi sayang kelukaan
Masih berpanjangan
Sehingga tak dapat dirawat
Apa guna kita menyesal
Semua kerana kesilapan dirimu
Andai kau setia tanpa menyakitku
Tentu tiada kelukaan
Puas sudah ku bersabar denganmu
Tapi mungkir janjimu
Apa daya nak ku kata
Kita ditakdirkan berpisah
Walau aku masih sayang
Air mata takkan mungkin
Dapat membalut lukaku
Hingga kini ku tak lupa kepadamu
Setelah kau pergi sayang
Aku sering termenung
Ku tahu oh mengapa
Tiba-tiba rindu
Sesaknya perpisahan ini
Apa guna kita menyesal
Semua kerana kesilapan dirimu
Andai kau setia tanpa menyakitku
Tentu tiada kelukaan
Sekiranya kau masih
Ingat lagi padaku
Kenangilah betapaku cinta kepadamu
Tidakkah kau sayangku lagi
Perpisahan terjadi
Kerana ku sejak dulu
Ingin bersamamu
Hingga ke akhir hayat
Ku harapkan cinta kita
Akan terus bahagia
Tapi sayang kelukaan
Masih berpanjangan
Sehingga tak dapat dirawat
Apa guna kita menyesal
Semua kerana kesilapan dirimu
Andai kau setia tanpa menyakitku
Tentu tiada kelukaan
Puas sudah ku bersabar denganmu
Tapi mungkir janjimu
Apa daya nak ku kata
Kita ditakdirkan berpisah
Walau aku masih sayang
Air mata takkan mungkin
Dapat membalut lukaku
Hingga kini ku tak lupa kepadamu
Setelah kau pergi sayang
Aku sering termenung
Ku tahu oh mengapa
Tiba-tiba rindu
Sesaknya perpisahan ini
Apa guna kita menyesal
Semua kerana kesilapan dirimu
Andai kau setia tanpa menyakitku
Tentu tiada kelukaan
Sekiranya kau masih
Ingat lagi padaku
Kenangilah betapaku cinta kepadamu
Tidakkah kau sayangku lagi
Labels: kita ditakdirkan berpisah
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 7:51 PM
♥
[wish that we could be as happy as this during our past rltnship]
[your smile melts my heart , honestly]
[you will always be the hero in my heart]
[can i have the last hug with you ?]
[spending time with my babies at NDP preview watching fireworks , credits to YOU for this lovely shot]
[Bell & Shawty]
[SeriSonya , IlaBell , DrakeyNova , ShawtyNiis]
[oops , candid i suppose .]
[lovely sweethearts]Labels: kau terlalu indah untuk ku lupa kan . kau selalu dalam cinta ku .
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 7:07 PM
♥
dear bloggers , im really really down today . my heart feels that its missing something . ever since you left me , my mind and heart went away with you . why did you have to let me go ? you know that i cant live without you . you meant the world to me . you know that you are always in my mind and in my heart . i love being a part of you/your life , but it really hurts me to be apart from you . i guess i still cant accept the reality ; still cant accept that you chose to end our love story just because of HIM . where did all your PROMISES go ? down the drain ? you cherished our love and relationship , but why do you have to do this to us ? to me ? your belongings , photos and our ring will forever be with me . if you want to have them back , i'll return it to you . my heart aches everytime i think of you . do you know that you mean everything to me ? ive been crying all day for you . but i know its of no use . cos crying wont make you come back to me . you just dont see it that ive been thinking of you all the time .
woke up this morning with swollen eyes . texted YOU to wish you a happy 22nd birthday . get ready for school . met my clique at the usual place . they had to do their NAPFA test . i couldnt do it due to my right knee patella femoral pain syndrome with recurrent subluxation ; well , in short it means my right knee joint injury (got twisted) . while waiting for them to complete it , i had to sit at the stadium with the hot hot sun directly at my face . eventhough it wad hot , my hand were cold . for some reason , i was just so afraid to come to school . afraid to bump into you . cos i know i cant handle it . im emotionally weak and unstable . i kept thinking of you . wondering how you would be in school and if you had eaten or not . haiish . after NAPFA , went to EIGHTEEN CHEFS to have lunch . went back to school after that to have POA . then went back home .
everytime i read your blog , i would shed tears of heartbreak . i really really feel that a part of me belongs to you . cos right now , i feel that my life is useless without you . i keep missing you . if i had made any mistakes in the past , please forgive me . ever since you walked out of my life , i was and still am feeling heartbroken . and it hurts me to hold back my tears . and allow me to ask you why did you have a change of heart ? eventhough you hurt my heart , you're still the one i love , cos untill now my love is always with you . where ever you are , please dont forget me event just for a moment . since im still living with our past , i just want to say that :
woke up this morning with swollen eyes . texted YOU to wish you a happy 22nd birthday . get ready for school . met my clique at the usual place . they had to do their NAPFA test . i couldnt do it due to my right knee patella femoral pain syndrome with recurrent subluxation ; well , in short it means my right knee joint injury (got twisted) . while waiting for them to complete it , i had to sit at the stadium with the hot hot sun directly at my face . eventhough it wad hot , my hand were cold . for some reason , i was just so afraid to come to school . afraid to bump into you . cos i know i cant handle it . im emotionally weak and unstable . i kept thinking of you . wondering how you would be in school and if you had eaten or not . haiish . after NAPFA , went to EIGHTEEN CHEFS to have lunch . went back to school after that to have POA . then went back home .
everytime i read your blog , i would shed tears of heartbreak . i really really feel that a part of me belongs to you . cos right now , i feel that my life is useless without you . i keep missing you . if i had made any mistakes in the past , please forgive me . ever since you walked out of my life , i was and still am feeling heartbroken . and it hurts me to hold back my tears . and allow me to ask you why did you have a change of heart ? eventhough you hurt my heart , you're still the one i love , cos untill now my love is always with you . where ever you are , please dont forget me event just for a moment . since im still living with our past , i just want to say that :
I MISS YOU WHEN SOMETHING REALLY GOOD HAPPENS TO ME , COS YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I WANT TO SHARE IT WITH . I MISS YOU WHEN SOMETHING IS TROUBLING ME , COS I KNOW YOU'RE THE ONE THAT UNDERSTANDS ME SO WELL . I MISS YOU WHEN I LAUGH AND CRY , COS I KNOW THAT YOU'RE THE ONE THAT MAKES MY LAUGHTER GRONW AND MY TEARS DISAPPEAR . I MISS YOU ALL THE TIME , BUT I MISS YOU THE MOST WHEN I LIE AWAKE AT NIGHT ; THINKING OF ALL THE WONDERFUL MOMENTS SPENT WITH EACH OTHER FOR THOSE WERE SOME OF THE BEST MEMORABLE TIMES OF MY LIFE .
p.s : im thinking of you still and love you still , for you are the only one that i love . and there is no one that can replace you . but im just wondering where are all the promises that you made to me ? where have they gone to ? haiish .
Labels: my love failed.. (Day 2)
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 6:06 PM
♥ Sunday, August 2, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥ ITS THE END OF US
today . 020809 . you made it official (AGAIN) to end our love story . after all that we have been/gone through , it ended just like that . what's with the words that you told me about solving problems together in order to make things work out between us ? i guess those are just words . it meant nothing . hmm . well , i can't force you . we are on our own now . hope that your future will be bright . and sadly , i can't celebrate your birthday tomorrow together . well , no worries . cos you have have your beloved classmates to cheer you up ! they always brighten up your day . so , yah . it won't make any differences whether i'm around or not . well , i shall not brag about this anymore . cos my eyes are seriously swollen . good luck in your future Nur Aidil Hutabarat Karel Julianus . or love story is over .
Labels: life's a gamble
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 6:04 PM
♥ Saturday, July 18, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You How can I be with another, I don’t want any other I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya I know what you’re thinking Baby why aren’t you listening How can I just Just love someone else and Forget you completely When I know you still love me
Telling me you’re not good enough My life with you is just too tough You know it’s not right so Just stop and come back boy How can this be When we were meant to be
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You How can I be with another, I don’t want any other I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You How can I be with another, I don’t want any other I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Why can’t we just, just be like this cause it’s you that i need and nothing else until the end Who else can ever make me feel the way I I feel when I’m with you, no one will ever do
Telling me you’re not good enough My life with you is just too tough You know me enough so you know what I need boy Right next to you is where I need to be.
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You How can I be with another, I don’t want any other I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You How can I be with another, I don’t want any other I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I don’t want no body, body I don’t want no body, body
Honey you know it’s you that I want, It’s you that I need Why can’t you see~
I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You How can I be with another, I don’t want any other I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free Nothing else matters other than you and me so tell me why can’t it be please let me live my life my way why do you push me away i don’t want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you
Labels: i want nobody . but you .
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 3:52 PM
♥ Monday, June 22, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
well , today i didnt do much . didnt even leave my house . too lazy i guess . hehe . woke up at 1330 hours , eventhough BOIIFEY called and woke me up at noon . hehe . talked to him on the phone for awhile . after that , bathe . and then cooked for myself a bowl of maggie curry noodles. yummy . haha . very very hungry seyy . while watching tv, came across singapore idol advertisement . i then decided to try and sign up for the next singapore idol blogger . hehe . would be so cool right . get to attend exclusive scenes and shows with the contestants , judges as well as the hosts . WOW ! would it be a dream come true ? just like a journalist , maybe ? hehe . without any further ado , i email MCTV and prayed that hopefully they might consider me . hehe . weeeeee ! ate fruits after that , coz suddenly i felt hungry . hehe . nothing much to do at home anyways , boring la . haiya . then talked to BOIIFEY on the phone while watching tom and jerry cartoon . hehe . ate more fruits after that . (im on diet , btw . no rice , no xtra carbs) at night , i fried some fish keropok for my family . and guess what ?! im coughing right now . haha . so stupid of me . hehe .
tried calling BOIIFEY , but no response . maybe hes already asleep . getting ready for tomorrow . coz he will be having his 2nd audition for the singapore idol . hmm . i gotta wake up early to meet up with him and his family at city hall tomorrow . so excited about it . i dont really know if he can make it to the next round or not . but whatever it is , i wish you all the BEST baby ! im here to support you . we will just let fate decide okay , my love . hehe .
Labels: nothing much to do
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:00 PM
♥
[irah , salleh , bob , faiz n me][d guys posing w tongue sticking out , kirerkn style uhk tu , HAHA]
[oopsie ! candid shot cos faiz made me giggle n shake my hp . tadah ! out came this pose]
[all tongue sticking out except me ]
[more SMILES (: ]
[some cramped n squeezed facial expressions ]
[peace-fool faiz n lick-ing of apple pie salleh][bob ? stomach cramp want to go toilet izit ? hehe]
[kisses from salleh to his beloved apple pie !]
[kiss again !? haiya . no other pose uhk ? !]
[my mom say when we eat , we cannot talk . so salleh , dont talk when you're eating ! haha]
[bob , loving the mayonnaise on his lips] 
[irah , busy sms-ing her boyfriend]
[faiz , nk coverline ke tu ? wiping off the chilli sauce izit ? hehe]
[yum ! its finger-lickin' good ! haha! wrong fast-food restaurant la salleh !]
[ppsstt ! boys talk , i suppose , guys ?]
[read for what ! just enjoy the food la ! like bob n faiz . hehe]Labels: food for thought
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 1:02 AM
♥ Sunday, June 21, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
hello felllow bloggers ! im up for blogging again . hehe . damn ! today is a very "shagged - ing" day for me . haha . started off my day by waking up early in the morning @ 0700 hours for my IWG class @ CBTL HQ . waah ! i cant open my eyes seyy . haha . went to tamp mrt to topup my ezlink . but before that , deposit my $$ to topup for my baby's prepaid . what a pity if im not able to get through him . its unbearable . hmm . it was a long and dead journey from tampines to tiong bahru . haha . dragged my feet from tiong bahru plaza to bukit merah interchange . when i reached the HQ , to my surprise , the office door was locked with full security ! haha . what the hell ! i was all alone on the 6th story . moreover , it was dead silent like a cemetery . i quickly pressed the lift button . when i reached the ground floor , i saw my trainer cum co-ordinator , lawrence . i had to take the lift again . haah . he mentioned that i've been very punctual . haha . LoL . thanks to BOIIFEY for setting up the time for me . hehe . as usual , im the first one to reach . haha . helped lawrence to brew some tea for the class . waited for the rest to arrive . irah and me prepared a (S) tropical passion iced tea latte , coz we were very thirsty . haha . then , manage to start the class on time . watched some videos related to CBTL which mananged to keep me awake ! haha . after that was the usual 15 mins break . ate bread drizzled in hershey's chocolate syrup and caramel sauce . that was my so-called breakfast la . hehe . didnt make coffee today coz didnt feel like drinking it . hehe . followed by role-play (which i hate alot ! always makes me nervous ! ) . and then , 1 hour lunch break . me , irah , salleh , bob and faiz went to mcdonalds . then took some pictures together . haha . very kecoh ! giggles and laughter ! haha ! i manage to take candid poses of them too ! hehe ! (:
went back to class . more blabbering and role-plays . haiiya . sian ah . but very useful information though . all relating to customer service . hehe . went on and on and on . 15 mins break again . this time , i decided to try making moroccan mint iced tea latte . yucks ! tastes like peppery chocolatey tea with milk . eeeeewwwww ! im not going to drink it again . haha . then , class resumed with more role-plays . haah . and group discussions . brainstorming and stuffs . hmm . toilet break after that . haha . dont know why suddenly , keep going to the toilet often . after that , me and irah made for ourselves another drink . this time round , it was double vanilla iced tea latte using vanilla ceylon tea . n guess what ! its way way better than the moroccan mint . haha . well , i still prefer tropical passion . now i know why most customers purchase that drink . hehe . after the toilet break , lawrence arranged for us an activity called "tree , squirrel and thunderstorm" . damn ! it was so so amusing ! i really enjoyed myself . it engages us in teamwork and bonding . haah . cool right . it was so exciting and funny that i laugh till i cried . haha . lesson ended with a warm handshake from lawrence . next week will be the final assessment regarding IWG . damn it ! im sure that i will not be able to make it . coz im always nervous when it comes to role-play . haiyo ! stress mama ! haha . BOIIFEY called me up , saying that he wanted to fetch me . i was surprised . heeh . so thoughtful and sweet of him . hehe . love you baby ! but before we left the building , as usual , me and irah went to relieve ourself again . haha . if im not mistaken , in total would be , around 7 times that we go "she-she" . hehe .
want to know the reason why ? the tea acts as antioxidants and it dehydrates our body , causing us to go to the toilet often to relieve ourselves . cool right . hehe . aniways , met BOIIFEY at tiong bahru plaza . then went back to tampines to meet up with seri and hairy . but guess what ! hairy paitao us sia ! soo soo pissed off . haiz . we were damn hungry , waiting for him , but end up what we got from him was nothing . hairy hairy . if you cant make it to meet us , just be frank and inform us . we understand okay . dont worry . you shoudnt have kept us waiting like that . we sanggop to wait for you eventhough we were already very hungry like hell , just to eat together with you . at last , we couldnt tahan any longer already . went to food culture @ CSQ and ate nacho cheese fries and fried handmade noodle with chicken . the 3 of us shared together . sweet right ? i know . hehe . BOIIFEY was already full by then . then he had heartburn . what a pity , baby . i told him not to send me home , but he still insists . very stubborn , BOIIFEY . hehe . took 69 to my house and then baby went home . i bet you are already asleep now baby , coz you dint seem to pick up my calls . heeh . its okay . i understand that you must be tired and sleepy .
oh wells . now im sleepy ! wana turn in . but before that , i will upload the pictures that me and my colleagues took at mcD aiites . mwah ! (:
went back to class . more blabbering and role-plays . haiiya . sian ah . but very useful information though . all relating to customer service . hehe . went on and on and on . 15 mins break again . this time , i decided to try making moroccan mint iced tea latte . yucks ! tastes like peppery chocolatey tea with milk . eeeeewwwww ! im not going to drink it again . haha . then , class resumed with more role-plays . haah . and group discussions . brainstorming and stuffs . hmm . toilet break after that . haha . dont know why suddenly , keep going to the toilet often . after that , me and irah made for ourselves another drink . this time round , it was double vanilla iced tea latte using vanilla ceylon tea . n guess what ! its way way better than the moroccan mint . haha . well , i still prefer tropical passion . now i know why most customers purchase that drink . hehe . after the toilet break , lawrence arranged for us an activity called "tree , squirrel and thunderstorm" . damn ! it was so so amusing ! i really enjoyed myself . it engages us in teamwork and bonding . haah . cool right . it was so exciting and funny that i laugh till i cried . haha . lesson ended with a warm handshake from lawrence . next week will be the final assessment regarding IWG . damn it ! im sure that i will not be able to make it . coz im always nervous when it comes to role-play . haiyo ! stress mama ! haha . BOIIFEY called me up , saying that he wanted to fetch me . i was surprised . heeh . so thoughtful and sweet of him . hehe . love you baby ! but before we left the building , as usual , me and irah went to relieve ourself again . haha . if im not mistaken , in total would be , around 7 times that we go "she-she" . hehe .
want to know the reason why ? the tea acts as antioxidants and it dehydrates our body , causing us to go to the toilet often to relieve ourselves . cool right . hehe . aniways , met BOIIFEY at tiong bahru plaza . then went back to tampines to meet up with seri and hairy . but guess what ! hairy paitao us sia ! soo soo pissed off . haiz . we were damn hungry , waiting for him , but end up what we got from him was nothing . hairy hairy . if you cant make it to meet us , just be frank and inform us . we understand okay . dont worry . you shoudnt have kept us waiting like that . we sanggop to wait for you eventhough we were already very hungry like hell , just to eat together with you . at last , we couldnt tahan any longer already . went to food culture @ CSQ and ate nacho cheese fries and fried handmade noodle with chicken . the 3 of us shared together . sweet right ? i know . hehe . BOIIFEY was already full by then . then he had heartburn . what a pity , baby . i told him not to send me home , but he still insists . very stubborn , BOIIFEY . hehe . took 69 to my house and then baby went home . i bet you are already asleep now baby , coz you dint seem to pick up my calls . heeh . its okay . i understand that you must be tired and sleepy .
oh wells . now im sleepy ! wana turn in . but before that , i will upload the pictures that me and my colleagues took at mcD aiites . mwah ! (:
Labels: IWG oiiii
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:34 PM
♥ Friday, June 19, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
my love life having its ups and downs . breakups and patches . have to deal with it no matter what . hmm . now i know , in my life , that i cant live without you . you are the only key to my heart , baby . no one else . im deeply in love with you , still . eventhough we have been having our rough times , i know that we can make it through together . i cant bear to hear you crying out for me , n pleading to be with me forever . i cant bear to leave you . coz it really hurts . now i know that you really love me sincerely , with all your heart , and there is no replacement . you promised to have a future with me , n i swear to be your beloved wife . I WANNA GROW OLD WITH YOU .
my love for you has never faded away . i've tried to stop loving you when you broke up with me , but i just cant . the more i tried to forget , the more deeper my love grows for you . you have locked my heart n kept the key with you . eventhough you have hurt me at times , i still forgive you ; but i will not be able to forget it . baby , you mean so much to me . i know that you dont express your love verbally , it has always been through your actions . i hope that you will be able to do abit of both , someday . im not forcing you , dear . just a thought .
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH .
if you are reading this baby , i just want you to know that , you will always be in my heart . (:
my love for you has never faded away . i've tried to stop loving you when you broke up with me , but i just cant . the more i tried to forget , the more deeper my love grows for you . you have locked my heart n kept the key with you . eventhough you have hurt me at times , i still forgive you ; but i will not be able to forget it . baby , you mean so much to me . i know that you dont express your love verbally , it has always been through your actions . i hope that you will be able to do abit of both , someday . im not forcing you , dear . just a thought .
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH .
if you are reading this baby , i just want you to know that , you will always be in my heart . (:
Labels: i love you nur aidil *150304*
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 1:04 AM
♥
[baby smile like fake seyy . hehe . ]
[hairy new hair highlights . nice right ! mcm MATREP !]
[me n seri posing for the cam @ saloon ]
[hairy muker cramp !]
[ila giggling @ something ? heeh . ]
[aizah , smiling as always . (: ]
[me , i swear ive lost weight . thx to my diet . hehe . it works ! ]
[baby give me lovebite on my neck . naughty ! luckily not obvious. ]
[my highlights ; view frm the right ]
[view frm the left ]
[the back view , cant imagine tt my hair has grown this long . yeay ! ]
[at Habibie coffee shop near my area ]
[at kendarat @ boon lay ; baby i love you]
[at bus stop with ina]
[on the day tt i was so-called SINGLE , out with seri to unwind myself ] I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 12:36 AM
♥ Thursday, June 18, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
hey . haah . dont know why suddenly feel like blogging . hehe . (:
hmm . well , basically today what i did was :
waking up late (1330 hours) , coz yesterday slept at 0500 hours . haah . i know . its late . LoL . but seriously , i could not sleep well yesterday . hmm . after that , called BOIIFEY n seri . to confirm the day's plan . then get up from my bed , bathe quickly , and meet them (seri , aizah , ilabell , hairy n BOIIFEY ) at tampines interchange by 1545 hours . tried to wake hairy up , but he sleeps as if hes dead ! called him many times but still no response . haah . after meeting them at tamp inter , seri went to withdraw money . saw my primary school bestie , HAMIDAH . i think its been a year plus since i last saw her . eventhough she stays near my area . heeh . she was with her nephew . soo adorable laa kan ! (:
BOIIFEY wanted to eat at SUBWAY , so we went to Tampines One . thought there was a student meal there . but too bad , dont have la seyy ! keciian my baby . hungry already . then , i decided that we go to wat at kedai kopi near my area , cause after that it would be easier for ila n hairy to hghlight their hair , as its near my area also . get it right ? i know my sentence structure is like rojak ! haha . anyways , after eating , proceed to MOOD SALOON . thats the place where i got my hair highlights last saturday . ila highlight her hair just like my colour . 2-tone . i told hairy to get a lighter colour so that it will stand out against hes base hair colour , which is black . n guess what ! its totally nice ! too bad ila's one doesnt really stand out much coz her base colour is already brown n blonde . but when its on the inside of her hair , its really like mine ! nice ! hehe ! yeay ! (: but i still love hairy's . i told BOIIFEY to highlight his hair , but he refuses . haiyo .
we had to endure the boredom for 1 hour 30 minutes at the saloon . haha . at the same time , there was plenty of time to pose for the camera ! haha . BOIIFEY was already bored . almost fell asleep on the chair . what a pity . guess hes shagged . hmm . after the agony , BOIIFEY and hairy went to play LAN gaming near opposite the bus stop while the girls went to my house to use my lappy for a while . in the meantime , i was able to wrap prezzie for my future father in-law . heeh . (happy birthday bapak ! ) after an hour later , the guys have finished with their gaming , went to meet them and i send them off at the bus stop . BOIIFEY wanted to send me off till my doorstep , but i told him that its okay. i know he must be tired . so i dont want to make it worse .
aniiways , i'll upload the pictures okay . n btw , i want to pose another entry regarding my current situation . hmm . just feel like writing it down . oh wells . i cant really sleep late today coz gotta work tomorrow . so , i dont want to feel tired and sleepy .
hmm . well , basically today what i did was :
waking up late (1330 hours) , coz yesterday slept at 0500 hours . haah . i know . its late . LoL . but seriously , i could not sleep well yesterday . hmm . after that , called BOIIFEY n seri . to confirm the day's plan . then get up from my bed , bathe quickly , and meet them (seri , aizah , ilabell , hairy n BOIIFEY ) at tampines interchange by 1545 hours . tried to wake hairy up , but he sleeps as if hes dead ! called him many times but still no response . haah . after meeting them at tamp inter , seri went to withdraw money . saw my primary school bestie , HAMIDAH . i think its been a year plus since i last saw her . eventhough she stays near my area . heeh . she was with her nephew . soo adorable laa kan ! (:
BOIIFEY wanted to eat at SUBWAY , so we went to Tampines One . thought there was a student meal there . but too bad , dont have la seyy ! keciian my baby . hungry already . then , i decided that we go to wat at kedai kopi near my area , cause after that it would be easier for ila n hairy to hghlight their hair , as its near my area also . get it right ? i know my sentence structure is like rojak ! haha . anyways , after eating , proceed to MOOD SALOON . thats the place where i got my hair highlights last saturday . ila highlight her hair just like my colour . 2-tone . i told hairy to get a lighter colour so that it will stand out against hes base hair colour , which is black . n guess what ! its totally nice ! too bad ila's one doesnt really stand out much coz her base colour is already brown n blonde . but when its on the inside of her hair , its really like mine ! nice ! hehe ! yeay ! (: but i still love hairy's . i told BOIIFEY to highlight his hair , but he refuses . haiyo .
we had to endure the boredom for 1 hour 30 minutes at the saloon . haha . at the same time , there was plenty of time to pose for the camera ! haha . BOIIFEY was already bored . almost fell asleep on the chair . what a pity . guess hes shagged . hmm . after the agony , BOIIFEY and hairy went to play LAN gaming near opposite the bus stop while the girls went to my house to use my lappy for a while . in the meantime , i was able to wrap prezzie for my future father in-law . heeh . (happy birthday bapak ! ) after an hour later , the guys have finished with their gaming , went to meet them and i send them off at the bus stop . BOIIFEY wanted to send me off till my doorstep , but i told him that its okay. i know he must be tired . so i dont want to make it worse .
aniiways , i'll upload the pictures okay . n btw , i want to pose another entry regarding my current situation . hmm . just feel like writing it down . oh wells . i cant really sleep late today coz gotta work tomorrow . so , i dont want to feel tired and sleepy .
Labels: HIGHLIGHT HIGHLIGHT (:
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:55 PM
♥ Monday, June 15, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
♥
im back , bloggers . *sigh* i know its been a while since i blogged . hmm . well , my life is going through its ups and downs right now . cant really think STRAIGHT . been going through lots of rough days . dont know whats happening to me . im really STRESSED ! !
well , DEAREST SOMEONE , i really hope that you will be happy your life right now with the peace that you have . *sigh* no one to nag at you anymore and make your blood pressure rise . you have officially ended it on our 5 yrs 3mths anniversary . **150304**
i dont want to brag about it . cause its hurting me so much . *sigh* i know i will never be able to move on . your words were pretty harsh on me . ill always forgive you no matter what , but i will never ever forget it . i know that someday , we will be back together again . cause you are the only key to my heart . i dont want to ever lose it . or else it can never be opened again .
well , DEAREST SOMEONE , i really hope that you will be happy your life right now with the peace that you have . *sigh* no one to nag at you anymore and make your blood pressure rise . you have officially ended it on our 5 yrs 3mths anniversary . **150304**
i dont want to brag about it . cause its hurting me so much . *sigh* i know i will never be able to move on . your words were pretty harsh on me . ill always forgive you no matter what , but i will never ever forget it . i know that someday , we will be back together again . cause you are the only key to my heart . i dont want to ever lose it . or else it can never be opened again .
Labels: it happened ?
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:25 PM
♥ Friday, May 29, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
have not been updating my blog for a very long time.. busy with school and stuffs.. exams coming this monday.. gotta work hard and prove to my parents that im not fooling around in school and tagging my BOIIFEY in school as well.. well,am not feeling well right now.. kinda frust.. will blog again soon..
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 12:40 PM
♥ Thursday, May 7, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
huu huu.. have not been updating my blog lately.. been busy with school, assignments and work.. alot of upcoming events happening soon.. and yeah, no worries.. i will post more pictures soon when im home.. right now im in school.. @ MDP lesson.. again, nothing else to do.. haah.. surf the net.. send Ms Leng assignments.. update my blog.. (like what im doing now) haha.. less than half a class attend this module right now sia! haahs.. LoLx.. stomach very hungry already.. making noises like growling bear.. burping out loud like nobody's business.. haha.. tsk3.. waaaahhhh!!!! 1300 hours will be my lunch time.. going to cafe 1, i think.. dont know what to eat.. hmm.. japanese, indian, chinese? haha.. (:
BOIIFEY didnt reply my sms.. so sad seyy.. probably he's still busy with his BL thingy uhk.. helping out the student council.. he was so excited about the graduation event today laa kn.. yesterday keep bragging about wearing white smart shirt, black leathered shoes and red blazer.. haha.. kirakn mcm abg2 smart la tuu kn.. hehe.. joking only ahh BOIIFEY.. mwah.. today lesson ends @ 1500 hours.. did roleplay yesterday already.. so no need to go for CRN.. wuhuuu.. tts why end school early.. hehe.. accompany BOIIFEY go SSDC after he finish lesson.. wait for him for an hour.. sweet right? haha.. anything for baby mah.. hehe.. kk.. enough of that.. i'll update when im home later okie.. toodles! (:
BOIIFEY didnt reply my sms.. so sad seyy.. probably he's still busy with his BL thingy uhk.. helping out the student council.. he was so excited about the graduation event today laa kn.. yesterday keep bragging about wearing white smart shirt, black leathered shoes and red blazer.. haha.. kirakn mcm abg2 smart la tuu kn.. hehe.. joking only ahh BOIIFEY.. mwah.. today lesson ends @ 1500 hours.. did roleplay yesterday already.. so no need to go for CRN.. wuhuuu.. tts why end school early.. hehe.. accompany BOIIFEY go SSDC after he finish lesson.. wait for him for an hour.. sweet right? haha.. anything for baby mah.. hehe.. kk.. enough of that.. i'll update when im home later okie.. toodles! (:
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 12:32 PM
♥ Friday, April 24, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
[RANDOM PICTURES]
[my baby.. drumming..]
[dont know whats the motive of that guy standing on othe chair..HAHA]
[drummer and vocalist,Yan]
[pouting our lips the way LT does it BEST!! HAAH!! =) ]
[cute faces??]
[whats up with those? ^_^ ]
[nothing better to do than posing for the camera while waiting for bf to finish his BL meeting]
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:51 PM
♥
MEN CAN GO TO SUCH AN EXTENT TO HURT A GIRL.. what can you say about this phrase, ladies? hmm.. do you agree with me? [=.=']
guess what? haah.. i didnt go to school today.. couldnt wake up in the morning! seriously! slept at 0430 hours the day before.. watched online movie 17 AGAIN.. haha.. LAME-O.. hehe.. and the best part is.. i woke up at 1330 hours.. haha.. slept like a pig! heeh.. SShhhh!!! dont tell other people arh.. haha.. kk.. crap.. woke up, bathe.. then waited for BOIIFEY to come to my house to have his lunch.. prepared his lunch.. he had his bathe.. while i get myself all well dressed-up and make-up and all.. hmm.. followed him to his jamming session.. gotta practice for his sunday gig @ Bugis.. wuuhuuu!!!! my baby performing!!! yeay2!!! hehe.. my sexy drummer boy! hehe.. ask seri to come along as well.. she had some problems with yusri.. met her inside mrt.. reached Bugis, had to wait for the rest of his bandmates.. they were late.. LOL.. went to OCK to grab a curry'o.. was abit hungry.. hehe.. then, went to Beats Merchant to jam.. better than Audiocrib.. much more bigger.. haah.. initially, was abit cock-up.. but then it gets better already.. haha.. sufi was constantly being maki-ed by yan.. coz he did not played the guitar well.. haha.. funny la they all.. haha..
after jamming, went to Bugis Street there to chill for awhile.. went to 7-11 to get a Big Gulp.. sat outside 7-11.. seri had my shoulder to cry on.. she broke up with yusri.. haiiyo.. cant say much.. dont really know the whole story yet.. hmm.. then terserempak with BOIIFEY NS mate with his gf.. chat for awhile.. seri was still upset.. hmm.. out of the blue, some "stray kids" sat next to BOIIFEY.. talked crap and apologise.. dont know for what.. i ask seri and BOIIFEY to massage my head.. was feeling abit giddy.. dont know why.. not having enough sleep i guess.. hmm.. those stray kids were some sort of gangsters i think.. told BOIIFEY to leave the place.. dont feel comfortable though.. haaah.. dont want anything to happen.. better be safe than sorry,right? =)
took train home.. BOIIFEY send me home.. =)) thanks,love..
k la.. that's all i gotta say for today.. toodles my darlings! heeh.. nites2.. mwahs!!! =)
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:07 PM
♥ Thursday, April 23, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
helluuu!!! wahh.. im shagged bebeh!! just got home from CBTL orientation @ Henderson Road.. was very very nervous seyy.. after school, skipped LLA just to reach the orientation on time.. haha.. ilastar accompanied me to Tiong Bahru then Bukit Merah.. hehe.. thanks alot,girl.. keke.. hmm.. well, basically the trainer, Lawrence was very amusing.. hes a malaysian btw.. cracked funny and lame jokes.. really entertaining.. haha.. compliment me alot seyy.. what for! make me paisey only sia.. haiiyo.. then, break time got to drink coffee!!! made by me!! the training room is really awesome! the moment you step into the room, you could smell the aroma of the coffee immediately.. haha.. there was a bar at the back of the room.. i bet that's where we'll do the training.. hmm.. can't wait!!! weeeee!!!! this is my dream job actually!!! to become a barista @ coffee bean!! haahh.. at last i got it.. yeay!! but then, the process is pretty tideous.. have to go through 38 hours of training.. 6 months.. final theory quiz.. all sorts of stuffs.. haiiya.. but what to do.. anything for CBTL!!! haha!!! fanatic siia!! LOL.. crap2.. k la.. enough of all those.. want to sleep uh.. sleepy already.. eyes are POPPING out!! toodles!!! mwahs!! nytz!!!! =))
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 12:01 AM
♥ Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
[is that really me? i look different seyy.. credits to seri for the snapshot! =) ] 
[happy webcam-ing with hairy in my room; SERI!! eu look scary!!! hey!! it rhymes!! haha!]
[i swear i look tanned seyy.. maeB due to my new foundation ZA i think.. haha..][btw,this is what i get if i have a good hair day.. =) ]
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 11:25 PM
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ola.. my fellow bloggers/readers.. i started off my day late again today.. haha.. woke up late seyy.. hairy waited @ my void deck.. came down with my hair all wet! uurrghh! haha.. very the burok la cn? like penyapu like that! haha.. met seri, ila and aizah @ small mcD.. waited for bus for so long seyyy.. BOIIFEY already impatient to meet me in school; to get his lunch from me.. haha.. he was very hungry already mah.. what a pity.. hehe.. then, went for CRN.. did assignments n stuffs.. LUNCH was after that.. ate mee rebus @ cafe 2.. cafe 1 damn pack laa sia!! no place to sit seyy!! OFC was a bore.. n freezing seyy.. my "anak2" did their presentation.. well done babies!! heeh.. =) MDP was tiring.. i didnt know that creating a flash document can be tough.. waahh.. but its worth the knowledge; for future benefits.. haha.. kk.. its crap.. hehe.. met BOIIFEY @ forum.. he was with lisa talking about some matters, i guess.. looked so serious.. hehe.. nevermind..
then, went to Food Culture @ CSQ.. ate cheezy fries.. met my secondary school friend, Hafizah.. was very excited seyy.. we giggled alot!! its been a while since we've met laa cn.. haiiya.. we were so happy seyy.. keep on giggling and stuffs.. hehe.. after that, went to CBTL to be briefed by manager, Rizan.. she's nice.. hehe.. wahpiang ey! tomorrow i got orientation @ Henderson Road laa siia! so far have to go Tiong Bahru there.. haiiya.. hmm.. but its ok.. for work mah! i received my uniform and name tag.. guess what?! its spelled SITI.. omg! wana change to ANIS laa seyy.. dont like that name.. so the common laa cn? hehe.. after that, BOIIFEY took 969 home.. couldn't send me home coz wanted to save his ezlink.. its ok baby.. i understand.. ila and aizah already left earlier.. hairy,seri n me boarded the same bus.. seri followed me home.. lepak @ my house for awhile.. she had some matters with her bf.. what a pity.. haiiyo..
then, told her not to worry too much about it.. hmm.. she webcam with hairy.. funny laa seyyy.. laugh laugh alot.. haha!! send seri home until bus stop after that.. hmm.. went to shop to buy some stuffs.. rushed home.. BOIIFEY rang me up just to check on me.. hehe.. scared seyy alone.. ever kena stalked before.. EEEeEEEEeeeeee!!! (^.^) k laa.. gtg.. help my sis with her powerpoint assignment then.. toodles!! btw, wish me luck for my orientation.. nervous sey.. haha.. love ya !! [btw, BOIIFEY, i'll try my best to understand situations aiites.. <3]>
then, went to Food Culture @ CSQ.. ate cheezy fries.. met my secondary school friend, Hafizah.. was very excited seyy.. we giggled alot!! its been a while since we've met laa cn.. haiiya.. we were so happy seyy.. keep on giggling and stuffs.. hehe.. after that, went to CBTL to be briefed by manager, Rizan.. she's nice.. hehe.. wahpiang ey! tomorrow i got orientation @ Henderson Road laa siia! so far have to go Tiong Bahru there.. haiiya.. hmm.. but its ok.. for work mah! i received my uniform and name tag.. guess what?! its spelled SITI.. omg! wana change to ANIS laa seyy.. dont like that name.. so the common laa cn? hehe.. after that, BOIIFEY took 969 home.. couldn't send me home coz wanted to save his ezlink.. its ok baby.. i understand.. ila and aizah already left earlier.. hairy,seri n me boarded the same bus.. seri followed me home.. lepak @ my house for awhile.. she had some matters with her bf.. what a pity.. haiiyo..
then, told her not to worry too much about it.. hmm.. she webcam with hairy.. funny laa seyyy.. laugh laugh alot.. haha!! send seri home until bus stop after that.. hmm.. went to shop to buy some stuffs.. rushed home.. BOIIFEY rang me up just to check on me.. hehe.. scared seyy alone.. ever kena stalked before.. EEEeEEEEeeeeee!!! (^.^) k laa.. gtg.. help my sis with her powerpoint assignment then.. toodles!! btw, wish me luck for my orientation.. nervous sey.. haha.. love ya !! [btw, BOIIFEY, i'll try my best to understand situations aiites.. <3]>
Labels: giggles and tears
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 10:54 PM
♥ Monday, April 20, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
[LOVELY AND COCKY DEAREST <3]
p.s : credits to ilabell for the prop (white specs)
[my BABY being a nerdy schoolboy.. cute2!!]
[Hairy is so excited to get his picture TAKEN..*wiinks*]
[Romzi;MAINTAIN eur lips aiites.. HAHA..] I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 9:55 PM
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='o( sob.. sob.. so damn sleepy and tired.. started off my day by coming to school late.. again.. damn.. hehe.. soo soo sorry to my darlings who waited for me for a very long time @ tamp itc.. hehe.. mwahs! love eu guys so much! hehe.. couldn't make it for S&W.. went for CARE lesson straight.. before that, met BOIIFEY @ school entrance for awhile.. gave him his lunch that i made for him.. hehe.. i was scared to go for class coz i had to do my OFC presentation.. i'm very very nervous.. you know i hate public speaking right.. well, i did quite well.. eventhough it reached around 4mins plus.. the minimum is actually is 5mins.. haha.. better than nothing right.. keke.. break time; ate Japanese food @ cafe 1.. Chicken Kaki Tamago Set.. yum yum.. we were quite noisy at the table.. hehe.. there were Stephanie, Ilastar, Aizah, Seri, Ilabell, Hairy, Romzi and me.. talked crap alot.. hehe..
guess what?! i got a high mark for my OSA mock test.. hehe.. 92%.. waahh.. haha.. school ended.. all of us including BOIIFEY accompanied me to Raffles Medical to retrieve my Typhoid injection slip back.. coz i need it for my new job.. hehe.. after that, BOIIFEY went over to my house to have dinner together.. soo sweet kn? hehe.. after a harsh quarrel yesterday, im glad we have make-up with each other.. then.. we hav a nice short chit-chat; spend quality time.. hmm.. BOIIFEY damn sleepy.. slept for awhile at my house.. then, he went home.. better be early.. coz if not baby will not have enough sleep.. sayang dea.. hehe.. mwahs..
anyways, my next post will make you laugh a lil' bit.. i guess.. haha.. =)
guess what?! i got a high mark for my OSA mock test.. hehe.. 92%.. waahh.. haha.. school ended.. all of us including BOIIFEY accompanied me to Raffles Medical to retrieve my Typhoid injection slip back.. coz i need it for my new job.. hehe.. after that, BOIIFEY went over to my house to have dinner together.. soo sweet kn? hehe.. after a harsh quarrel yesterday, im glad we have make-up with each other.. then.. we hav a nice short chit-chat; spend quality time.. hmm.. BOIIFEY damn sleepy.. slept for awhile at my house.. then, he went home.. better be early.. coz if not baby will not have enough sleep.. sayang dea.. hehe.. mwahs..
anyways, my next post will make you laugh a lil' bit.. i guess.. haha.. =)
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 9:10 PM
♥ Sunday, April 19, 2009
Love you so much that it hurts ♥
holla.. yeay! got a new skin fer my bloggie.. credits to ma man.. haha.. well,stayed at home the whole day.. too lazy to go out.. hehe.. gotta do lotsa stuffs... prepare my OFC presentation for tomorrow.. nervous like hell sia!! hahaa!! i hate speaking in public,honestly!! uurrgh!! well, cant write so much today.. wana continue with my presentation.. toodles!! love yar people!! mwah..
I miss you ♥ I want you ♥ XD
@ 10:14 PM
