.: ShAwTy.Niis :.

New Lease of Life

2010-11-20T04:17:00.002+08:00

It's been months since I last updated my blog right . Hahaha . So many things have been happening in my life . Got a new job . No longer working in the airport , like finally ! New love (someone who truly cherish me) . Thank god that we met . Anyways , I'm now working for AIA as a secretary . It's been almost 2 months . I'm really happy with my current job as it is office hours , no longer working in shifts . Pheww ! Hahah ! Love also has a new job at PS Cafe Palais . Hope he's happy working there . Hmm ... I think I should start organizing my posts . Cos the info seems to be jumble up , so it's kinda confusing to read . Right ? Hahaha .

•[WORKING LIFE]•
I know nuts about insurance , hence this is a totally different environment for me to even begin with . But I'm willing to give my best shot . I took an urgent leave yesterday , cos my daddy was admitted . He missed a step at a staircase and fell . Landed on his bum , which then affected his recent spinal op . Visited him to see his condition . He can't move much since he has lie down flat o
n his bed as his spine is fragile . Left the hospital at about 2100hrs and headed home . Damn hungry .

•[LOVE LIFE]•
It's been almost 8 months we've been together . Can't deny that there has been ups n downs in our relationship . Just by seeing eu smile makes me at ease . Im thankful to have known eu dear , honestly and sincerely . Eventhough eu are hard-headed , I know that there is a "soft-spot" within eu . Spending time with eu and eur family really makes me happy . "Kalau dah jodoh , tidak akan ke mana" . I'm not writing much about my love life , cos I don't want some "losers that hate to see others happy so they will make others miserable" to mess with me and Love . (:

•[ME MYSELF & I]•
It's almost 0500hrs and jm still not asleep . Missed blogging so why not I d
force open my eyes and update my posts . Love is already asleep . He must have been tired standing for hours at work . Pity him . Anyways , I did dreadlocks !!! Been almost a month that the extensions are still intact , AMAZINGLY . It itches and I really want my normal hair back again . Had a taste of what it feels like having dreadlocks . Wuuhuhuu !! Wanted to remove it but Love wasn't happy with it . So , I decided to leave it on till New Year's . Hmm , I thought of going for a trip to Bali on April next year . Sun , beach , shop and not to mention , PARTY !! Hmmm.. Have to start booking for the tix . Well , I'm beginning to yawn.. It's time for me to sleep now . Hopefully , I will update my blog tomorrow . Hahahah !! Nights , bloggers !! Mwahs !!
ps: i loveyou daddy & i love eu baby

wuuuuhuuuuu !!!!! ♥♥

2010-04-17T03:03:00.002+08:00

heyyyy !!!!!! i know its been a while since i last updated my blog . been very very very busy with my life . and work . hmm . a lot of things has been happening . seriously . hmmm . im at work now . gtg . will update again soon . ♥♥

2010-01-20T23:57:00.001+08:00

just got home . shagged . tiring day at training . did lots of standing . haiyoh ! meet up with my ex to visit his mom who just admitted to TTSH . went to serangoon to hav dinner together with his family . then his dad send me home . now , i want to sleep . hehe . nights !

2010-01-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

wah . im like freaking tired sia ! just got home from training . campak my body on my bed . wah , eyes cannot open anymore . so sleepy . haha . too tired to eat , some more . aiyoh .

18/01
went for training as usual . took bus with nazry till eunos mrt . then took train to tamp , meet BESTIE . dont know where to eat , so i suggested changi v . i ate kway teow goreng that is so tawar ! wanted to eat my fav kway teow goreng kerang but the kedai close ah . disappointed sia . hehe . BESTIE ate maggie goreng , as usual . then after that , we dont know where to head to . BESTIE brought me to the beach near changi airfreight centre there . we lepak2 over there . nice wind some more . chill , relax . haha . left the place at about midnight . BESTIE couldnt find his bike key , so we searched high & low for it . look through the sand , bag , all over the place . BESTIE was stressed already . then i told him , maybe he still left it at his bike . he say he remembered putting the key in his pocket . but i insisted that he must have forgotten to remove the key from his bike . guess what ?? when we headed to the carpark , his key was there , hanging & dangling at the rear of the seat . OMG !! BESTIE , how can you be so forgetful !! BESTIE was so exhilarated that his key and bike were still there . he hugged me and said that he didnt know what to feel : happy or sad . he was kinda whining . i calmed him lah . then he asked me to remind him to make a duplicate key and pass it to me . i went like , huh , what for sey . haha . went to petrol station then he sent me home .

19/01
today , was late for training . woke up late . like wth ! reached old p a at 10 plus , supposed to reach at 0830 . haha . nazry helped to inform teo i was gonna be damn late . did lots of practical today . scored fairly well for theory test . went home with vanitha as we took the same bus . was like half dead already . wanted to sleep , but vanitha kept talking to me . so have to layan her . hehe . reached tampines itc , i was walking like a zombie . bus queue was damn long ! my heart was feeling uneasy all of a sudden . it rained , so road wet right . i texted BESTIE to ride safely home . he didnt reply , so i guessed hes busy . i reached home , went online while lying down on my bed right now . then BESTIE texted me saying that he self-skidded at sembawang ! wth ! no wonder i felt uneasy . hmm . aiyoh ! so worried for him . hopefully he'll reach home safe and sound . hes resting at sembawang void deck 1st . hmm . still waiting for his reply , though . but nevermind . let him rest 1st . right now , im feeling very hungry already . so , gtg ! i wana eat ! toodles ! :)

/ PICTURES OF CLOSE FRENS ♥

2010-01-17T11:38:00.004+08:00

[my new frens : Nurul (in green) & Munirah (in tudung)]

[walking up the "hill" to Cisco Academy]

[mun & me step writing stuffs in lecture room]

[nurul & me posing]

[SMILE!]

[a fren of my fren , mil]

[wan fetched me from work ; ate at FNS @ Toa Payoh]

[thanks ehk mil , candid shot ]

[makan pon tk habis dah !]

/ I LOVE MY NEW JOB ♥

2010-01-17T11:05:00.002+08:00

sorry for not updating my blog . been busy with work . almost 2 weeks training at Old Police Academy , still left with 1 more week . then will be the final assessment . hopefully i'll pass !!!!! then will be deployed to airport . yeah !! haha !! but seriously right , i have not been having enough sleep seyy . reach home late , wake up early shit in the morning . si liao !! haha !! tired to the max sia !! haha !! haiyoh !! but what to do , for work mah .

yesterday was the 1st time that i was damn late for my training . training started at at 0830 . guess what time i reached ? 0920 !!!! hahaa !!!! but i wasnt alone . my colleague , nazry , was late as well . haha . luckily he texted me . if not , i think i will be even more late . like what the hell ! haha !! thanks , naz . got myself ready as soon as possible , took a cab to fetch him and then went to work together . at amk , traffic congestion la pulak !! even more late !! si liao !! haha !! reached already , rear gate close !! have to walk all the way to the main gate . haha . by the time we reached training room , the rest were doing their practical ; pat down search . haha .

after training , nazry sent me hm . thanks ehk , uat susah2 ajer . heehee . after that , siap2 go out meet my fren . teman him go shopping @ Bugis . he shopped for 4 tops !! 2 t-shirts and 2 shirts @ Cotton On . wah liao !! kalah kn pompan sak !!! haha !! 1st time i see him like this . hahaha !!! before we went home , he bought for me a box of 6 of Chewy Junior @ Bugis . took the train home . damn tired and sleepy sia !!! my body cannot take it anymore . wash up , then campak my badan on my bed !! haha !!

today's plan , i dont know ? should i go out ? or should i stay home ? hmm . hehe !!!! dont know lah . k lah . gtg .

/ AFFAIRS OF THE HEART ♥♥

2010-01-09T16:51:00.003+08:00

wanted by many
taken by none
looking at some
waiting for one .

kidnap my heart
and dont let me go
cos i cant help a smile
everytime i see your face .

my heart skips a beat
whenever you are around
holding your hand
butterflies are danding in my stomach .

to me eventhough we are just friends
but you are very special
very close to heart
i treasure our friendship .

/ ITS OFFICIALLY OVER

2010-01-09T16:30:00.003+08:00

first of all , i have officially ended my relationship with HIM yesterday night . i cant lie to my heart any longer . you have changed alot for the past few months . ive had enough enduring it . right now , i dont want to be committed yet as im not ready for it . i want to focus on my new job , which is Aviation Screening Officer under CISCO . its tough , but the end result shall be good . hehe .

to HIM , im sorry i had to do this you . but i think its for the best . i dont want to hurt your heart any further , so its best that i end it now . if you really love me , you must learn to let me go . okay . thanks for the love that you have showered me with . i really appreciate it alot .

now , enough about that . i dont want to be so emotionally attached to that . hmm . well , my training at Old Police Academy is still left with a week plus . at the end of the month , im gonna get my . woohooo ! guess what im gonna do with it ?? im gonna get a new hairdo !!! and a handphone !! hehehe !!!! hmmm .

well , im gonna go take a bath now . meeting my BESTIE later , accompany him to tampines interchange do some stuffs . i'll update more if im not busy .

/ BORING PLUS RESTLESS ♥

2010-01-03T22:49:00.006+08:00

hmm . a boring day to start with . haha . didnt do anything much except sit and eat at home . haah . haish . i dont know why , somehow or rather , i feel kinda uneasy . something's like bothering my emotions , my heart . hmm . honestly , sometimes i feel like i shoudnt be in a relationship right now . like it happen to soon . hmm . 'cos i feel like , i have not met my mr right yet . *sigh*

i dont know . hmm . true love is like a tattoo , it hurts when it bleeds but it feels good within and lasts forever till the end of your time . i wish everyone could experience true love ; the feeling of being so physically and emotionally wrapped around someone who treats you like your the most amazing thing in the world .

someone who calls you back after they say goodbye because they just want to hear your voice again .

someone who unexpectedly shows up at your house when you’re sick to give you roses and a feel-better kiss. Someone who tells you they you and that they will always be there and sticks to their word.

someone who kisses you not only on your lips but on your nose, forehead, and cheek as well.

someone who sees you as a real person with real feelings and not as a sex object. Someone who runs up to you, picks you up and spins you around.

someone who grabs your hand, looks into your eyes and says “I want to be with you for the rest of my life”.

someone who can give you butterflies just by touching your hand . someone who loves you for who you are.

every girl needs a man ; the kind that will treat you right as well as others ; the kind that has enough respect for himself , family , and others ; the one that will change for you to just be with you.the kind that searches for you with his heart ,the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies , the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs already , the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover ,
the kind that doesnt mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night ; maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep .

that kind that will do anything for you even if its just to buy your favorite kind of candy . the kind that will defend and fight for you , the kind that wont ditch you for his friends when you need him the most , the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering . the kind that is not afraid to smile to his friends everytime you're around and tell them , “She’s the one.”

the kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him , even if they’re small gestures . the kind that actually thanks you for the little notes you leave him , the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind , the kind that will actually open the door for you , takes you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday . the kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him ;

the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget . the kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down , the kind that tells you to be strong and not to cry, the kind that will go through think and thin with , and for you , the kind that just loves you for who you are .

that kind of man , that’s the kind you keep .

if you're going to fall , you better fall hard . fear nothing . and if you're going to , you better fear hard . hold nothing back , and have no regrets .

to be brave is to someone unconditionally without expecting anything in return . to just give . that takes courage , because nobody wants to fall on their faces or leave themselves open to hurt .

/ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 ♥♥

2010-01-01T15:01:00.004+08:00

happy new 2010 to all my dearest sweethearts !! the year of 2009 has left me with wonderful and painful memories . now let's start 2010 afresh . hopefully , this year will be a more blissful year . way less CONFUSING for me . haha !

(311209)
well right now , my whole body is aching like hell ! haha !!! and plus , my hands , legs and face are tanned ! damn !! the weather was HOT yesterday !! due to fishing liao !! bf didnt caught anything . but hanis ellen caught 2 stingrays !!! bukan main happy dia !! haha !! while hanis ellen and bf were busy fishing , me and hairy were sun-tanning ourself under the HOT HOT sun !! haha !! nothing better to do . i tried to play takraw , but , i still dont know how to play . haha !!! and not to mention i was bullied by hanis ellen !!! he wanted to pull me to the sea !!! i shouted and refused as i cant swim !! haha !! hanis ellen and hairy were laughing at me , while bf was busy fishing . its like as if he ignored that i was being bullied !!! hmph !!!! hahah !!! nevermind , i had fun still . hehe !!

yesterday , the network was damn irritating larh kn ! so hard to get through . texted like 9 or 10 people new year msgs . a few replied . hehe !! my bestie replied like an hour later , saying that he was at clarke quay . haiz . nevermind . hmm . was to shagged to reply , so i slept . haha !!!

(today)
woke up at 1 plus in the afternoon . sitting in the living room , blogging , tagged-ing and facebook-ing . have to update fb with pictures of yesterday , yesterday and the day before yesterday . haha !!! syaz asked me out to bugis , but i dont feel like it . lazy to go far far uh . if lepak2 can . hehe !!! dont know if i should beep my bestie . but i think hes still asleep . haha !!!! nevermind . just wait for him to reply me later . okayy lahh . wanna go bathe . anything , at night later , i will posts more . if you wanna view any/more pictures , feel free to view my profile either at tagged or facebook okayyy . bye !!

/ my latest updated blog ♥

2009-12-28T03:24:00.004+08:00

hahaah !!!! hello people !!!!!
its been awhile since i blog !!!!!! and now im back !!!! thanks to HANIS ELLEN !!!!
he keep bugging me to update my blog as well change my blogskin . and now , its done !!!!
thanks to him for the blogskin . hehe !! ellen , if you're reading this post , thanks for the blogskin and hence , this post is dedicated to you . because of you , im updating my blog . yearh !

k laaah . i wanna sleep . look at the time !
aahhh ! got a date with my bf and my warriors . haha !

2009-10-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

hello people ! today , i met up with my SATS bestie , zara . she accompanied me to my medical check-up @ SICC 1 . was late , but nevermind . hehe . when i reached there , like what the hell , kena postponed to tomorrow sia ! haah ! nevermind also . went to eat @ Food Culture @ CSQ , zara bought a dress . we then bought a few undergarments @ E2 Lingerie . bought leggings at Cotton On . collect my ring @ Tampines One afterthat . zara's fren , ashimie was already waiting for us in his car . hehe . he decided to drive us to bugis 'cos i wana pamper myself by shopping . hehe . but before , he wanted to go to ECP drive thru mcD JUST TO GET HIMSELF A LARGE COKELIGHT ! like what the hell ! haha ! this part really amuses me ! i dont understand him ! haah ! weird fren of zara's . haah ! the moment we reached bugis junction , zara was drooling over Swensen's Ice Cream . haha ! aper lagi ! we ate Regular Earthquake with 8 different flavoured ice cream and several toppings . haah ! took some pictures together , then headed for BUGIS STREET MARKET ! wuuhuu ! SHOPPING ! haha !

my main purpose is to get myself a dress , thats all . BUT , i spent a whole lot more there ! haha ! habis duit aku oii ! the moment we reached the escalator , zara set her eyes on a pair of sandles that girls nowadays wear with leggings and dress . it looks nice though . lucky her it was on a 20% discount , so i think she bought it for 23.90 . she was satisfied with it . hehe . then , i saw this shop that kind of had the kind of dressess that i want . so i bought mine for 10 bucks for 2 dresses . what a deal ! haha . bought myself a pair of gladiator sandles for just 15 bucks . wuuhuu ! nice nice . heeh . went to FRESHPROFUSION to buy a few pairs of earrings for 5 bucks . waaahh ! lots of things to carry , you know . hehe . went back to tampines and go home with my hands full of shopping bags . haha !

2009-09-26T23:39:00.003+08:00

waaahh . damn tired seyy ! started my day as early at 0900 . dragged myself to the toilet to get ready for job interview . haha . quickly get ready . went to make passport size photos for the interview . HE accompanied me as well as went for the interview along with me . most of all , thanks for informing me about the interview . really appreciate it . thanks "FREN" ! mwah ! i owe eu one ! BIG one . haha . well , basically , the interview went well . i saw the interviewer graded me "4" through out the whole list of questions . heeh . hopefully , i manage to get THAT job again . 'cos i really enjoyed it . hahah .

after the interview , went to eat breakfast+lunch at CSQ Food Culture . thanks for the treat , eu . went home after that . was abit tired already . reached home , get changed to go jalan raya with my family . wahliao ! tired sia ! but what to do . no complains . haha ! went to a few houses , then went home . now , im really really shagged . my eyes are like half-opened . what the hell ! haha ! adioz !

2009-09-25T19:23:00.003+08:00

guys are all the same . talk much but no actions . why do i still have those feelings even though we are through ? i dont understand . its best if you are out of my life ! 'cos i dont want to be hurt . really . the more i see your face , the more i beginning to either hate you or love you . i really dont understand my heart . my feelings . i dont know what i want , yet ! GOD ! im confused ! big time ! guys like you will never change . i suggest you go and move on with your life flinging around with chickies ! its much more better that way . and i better not see your face around in campus . haah ! all those words that you blurted out from your mouth , they are merely WORDS . like HELLO ! put some ACTIONS into it ! haaah ! like what i should have known earlier , having/knowing a guy who has too many many chickies around him , is going to make your life miserable . trust me . even if faith n trust comes into the picture , just be sure that you are not fooled by it . 'cos you are going to regret that decision . im not saying that i am , cos its too late . SHIT happens !

so ya . im really content with what i have now . i think i should have remained SINGLE . if i were to accept you back in my life , i better be sure that you have EXECUTE your PLANS . 'cos im really really tired to be going back to square one and be arguing over and over again for the same reason . jealousy should not be the problem now , 'cos whatever you are doing in your life now , i dont care a SHIT about it . its YOUR LIFE ! hey ! MOVE ON , for goodness sake ! fighting for it ?! haah ! puhleese ! WORDS dont mean a thing la , boy .

and as for my love life , i really dont understand why do i get into a relationship with a guy without having any peace (disturbances from the 3rd party eg. hes EX) . be it with the 1st one or the 2nd one . what the hell ! is it FATED to be like this ?! seriously , now your EX threatened you that IM A BAD GIRL and you have to learn to know me . you claimed that you were in a relationship with him for almost 2 years and i barged in . saying that you knew him better than me . like HELLO ! i know him before you do . like what he told me , hes the one who let you go , without shedding any tears 'cos hes sick and tired of your bloody attitude . you are only EIGHTEEN and you behave like a TYPICAL MINAHREP . omg ! why should i even give a piece of SHIT about this . fyi , this is nothing . 'cos im okay with it . [ biar orang buat kite , jgn kite buat orang . ]

i wish that LOVE is not complicated . seriously . 'cos i think i cant be bothered about it now . my LAZYness is BACK . haha ! adios !

2009-09-25T00:24:00.005+08:00

2009-09-24T23:59:00.004+08:00

hola ! first and foremost , selamat hari raya aidilfitri my fellow muslim bloggers ! wuuuhuu . again , i was too lazy too blog . not in the mood . hehe . sorry . raya was okay okay for me . not much of a difference , but just "lonely without him" . its okay . life have to move on . hmm . enough of that .

activities for today :-
woke up at almost 1400 hours . was late to meet my darlings . hehe . damn tired seyy . quickly get ready . meet them ( Hanis Ellen , Wawan , Hairy , Syahrin , Aidil , Seri and Aizah) at CSQ Food Culture . ate roasted chicken rice , thanks to seribby . didnt finish it , 'cos was full already . then went to town , far east plaza . wawan wanted to buy some apparels . suddenly i was craving for chocolate ! felt like eating Fried Mars Balls at Chippy . hehe ! aidil bought for me . thanks so much ! haha ! feed my darlings some of those 'cos they were tempted by the chocolate . hehe ! waited for wawan's friends , Yati and Mia . they wanted to eat at Es Teler . chill for awhile outside far east plaza after that . then , went to Bugis Street , wawan wanted to buy jeans . chose the colour to match his top . haha ! went to haji lane ( i think) to smoke shisha . lots of camwhoring and laughing . had lots of fun ! haha ! didnt expect aidil to smoke that "heavily" . haah . hanis ellen was SOMEBODY until he become a model who is busy with photoshoots ! haha ! right right right ! hehe ! well , enough of typing , photos will br uploaded , next ! adios ! (:

2009-09-17T02:15:00.002+08:00

[at geylang with my family]

[nothing better else to do]

[my mat-with-the-shades]

[i love this edit ]

[ignore my bonchet stomach ! had a great dinner ! chix chop in my perot ! ]

[im so gonna get that jacket SERI !!!! i love it ! ]

[BELO seri !! i forgot what she was trying to tell me . haha ! ]

[im lovin' it ]

[almost alike]

[mixture of gold , blonde , yellow and idk what else is there ]

2009-09-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

ola ! so much things have been happening in my life lately . i dont know if im able to handle them well . exams and projects . haiz . what the hell . haha .

well , first and foremost , im happily attached to Muhammad A**** on 160909 . thanks for being there for me . god-willing , everything will be fine . and thanks for the ring , dear .

secondly , im very very fucked up with a nonsense that i just found out from HIM . like what the hell ! out of the blue , you blurted out such nonsense to me ! thanks for burning me up !

lastly , i have to study for my exam nw ! haah ! toodles ! hopefully i can concentrate . haha ! (:

2009-09-07T23:40:00.003+08:00

[SHEESHA FUN]

2009-09-07T23:23:00.002+08:00

hola ! i know its been awhile since i last blog . been very very busy with lots of stuffs . so many problems , so little time . haiz . anyways , today had POA exam , so started at 1400hrs . did some studying the day before . so hopefully , i manage to pass . haha . helped Nelly-boy with some answers during the test . haha . naughty me ! LoL . after school , went to TM1 to look for office wear apparels @ G2000 . hmm . have to buy it ASAP . went for eyebrow trimming after that . heeh . have to rush home and get ready to break-fast with my SATS sweethearts , shahira and zara . its been almost more than half a year since we last hang out !

met them at bugis mrt . went to kandahar st bazaar to buy chendol then get a seat at singapore zam zam to break-fast there . did lots of chit-chatting and gossiping . hehe . catch up with the old times . haha . and not to mention , alot of laughters ! haah ! shahira told me that i lose abit of weight . happy to hear that . hehe . (: zara fixed some braces and OMG ! i didnt know that shahira was getting shorter , or is it me growing taller ?! haha ! hmm . after break-fast , we didnt know where to lepak . then we walk through haji lane and decided to hang outat a restaurant to do some sheesha-ing . hehe . this is my 1st time . hmm .

more laughters and cam-whoring ! hehe . alot of fun ! i really enjoyed myself . to shahira and zara , you guys are the best SATS sweethearts in the world ! i really treasure our friendship and love you guys lots ! all the best for your future sweeties ! mwah ! (:

2009-08-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

fuck . something wrong with my email account . will be back soon to blog .

2009-08-05T15:12:00.006+08:00

to my lovely bloggers , today is a (uhm..uhmm..) day for me . seriously , i dont know how to describe how my day was . hmm . but it started out well . got pretty early in the morning . went to school alone . its not that i didnt wait for my babies , but i dont want to have a bad record for my attendance . (sorry , you guys) its the 2nd time that i reached school early . yeay ! haha . 7.40 to be exact . went to the locker to take my BEO booklet . waited at lift lobby for the rest . guess what ! teacher came late (8.30) due to he was caught up in a traffic jam at TPE . haiiyo . no point for me to come so early siia ! haha . nevermind . lesson was boring as usual . after that was POA , went to comp lab . did project assignment . able to complete 15 minutes ahead of time . yeay ! went to locker to keep some stuffs . then go to toilet to relieve myself . and guess what i heard . HIS voice ! damn loud . my babies immediately went out to see him . haiish . hmm . i was the last one to go out of the toilet . and i saw HIM . hard for me to make eye contact with him , but manage to somehow . i looked at HIM , HE looked at me . tried to smile . he held out his hand , then i held his . he kissed my hand . hmm . pretty weird though . haha . well , what can i say . its a different situation .

then went off to cafe 1 to eat with my babies . me and seri ate kway teow goreng ; ila , aizah and hairy ate nasi ayam thousand island . and ya , ila's friend , Hanis Ellen was there . sat at same table with us . crack lots of joke while eating . seri was being clumsy at that point of time . she spilled her pepsi drink on the table , and onto my skirt ! argh ! haiiyo . and we can still laugh out loud about it . haha . funny actually . cos we screamed out loud when the drink was spilled . haha . silly girls ! after that went to white sands cos seri wanted to get barbell (i dont know if i spell it right) . walked around for awhile . i was shagged by then . wanted to go home badly . [btw , i forgot to mention that HE did text me quite a few times ; asking me what i ate and my whereabouts . ] well , here's my post for you :-

seriously , if you think that we are strangers right now , i wouldnt even bother to blog about you or letting my feelings out on my blog and even save your contact , still . i know i dont show my feelings and all to you . but even if i did , whats the benefit . i gain nothing and same goes for you . let me just pour it out "cyberly" . if you think that i have moved on , think again . you know how i feel inside . like what i texted you yesterday , not to worry , you are still in my mind and my heart . if those words are not "believable" enough , you tell me what you want me to do . haiish . and i see that you did mention about the last hug that i blogged about . and even about me treating you cold and wicked . hmm . like i said , say whatever you want , whatever you like . i'll accept it . honestly , if you really feel bad about the breakup and you still love me and stuff , why on earth in the first place did you even want this to happen ??? never did it slipped in my mind that we would ever end our relationship . but you want it so much . i let you have it . time and again , im sick of breaking up and patching up . do you know that its really tiring and hurtful ? i wish that you could see that my heart "bleeds" for you . call me heartless if you must . i know you CARE but , its not like how it used to be . childish is what you call me . mature is what you think you are . i dont know how long i am suppose to endure all this . but i know someday , WE both will realise how much we really meant to each other .

2009-08-03T19:51:00.001+08:00

Tidak pernah ku inginkan
Perpisahan terjadi
Kerana ku sejak dulu
Ingin bersamamu
Hingga ke akhir hayat

Ku harapkan cinta kita
Akan terus bahagia
Tapi sayang kelukaan
Masih berpanjangan
Sehingga tak dapat dirawat

Apa guna kita menyesal
Semua kerana kesilapan dirimu
Andai kau setia tanpa menyakitku
Tentu tiada kelukaan

Puas sudah ku bersabar denganmu
Tapi mungkir janjimu
Apa daya nak ku kata
Kita ditakdirkan berpisah
Walau aku masih sayang

Air mata takkan mungkin
Dapat membalut lukaku
Hingga kini ku tak lupa kepadamu

Setelah kau pergi sayang
Aku sering termenung
Ku tahu oh mengapa
Tiba-tiba rindu
Sesaknya perpisahan ini

Apa guna kita menyesal
Semua kerana kesilapan dirimu
Andai kau setia tanpa menyakitku
Tentu tiada kelukaan

Sekiranya kau masih
Ingat lagi padaku
Kenangilah betapaku cinta kepadamu
Tidakkah kau sayangku lagi

2009-08-03T19:07:00.005+08:00

[wish that we could be as happy as this during our past rltnship]

[your smile melts my heart , honestly]

[you will always be the hero in my heart]

[can i have the last hug with you ?]

[spending time with my babies at NDP preview watching fireworks , credits to YOU for this lovely shot]

[Bell & Shawty]

[SeriSonya , IlaBell , DrakeyNova , ShawtyNiis]

[oops , candid i suppose .]

[lovely sweethearts]

2009-08-03T18:06:00.004+08:00

dear bloggers , im really really down today . my heart feels that its missing something . ever since you left me , my mind and heart went away with you . why did you have to let me go ? you know that i cant live without you . you meant the world to me . you know that you are always in my mind and in my heart . i love being a part of you/your life , but it really hurts me to be apart from you . i guess i still cant accept the reality ; still cant accept that you chose to end our love story just because of HIM . where did all your PROMISES go ? down the drain ? you cherished our love and relationship , but why do you have to do this to us ? to me ? your belongings , photos and our ring will forever be with me . if you want to have them back , i'll return it to you . my heart aches everytime i think of you . do you know that you mean everything to me ? ive been crying all day for you . but i know its of no use . cos crying wont make you come back to me . you just dont see it that ive been thinking of you all the time .

woke up this morning with swollen eyes . texted YOU to wish you a happy 22nd birthday . get ready for school . met my clique at the usual place . they had to do their NAPFA test . i couldnt do it due to my right knee patella femoral pain syndrome with recurrent subluxation ; well , in short it means my right knee joint injury (got twisted) . while waiting for them to complete it , i had to sit at the stadium with the hot hot sun directly at my face . eventhough it wad hot , my hand were cold . for some reason , i was just so afraid to come to school . afraid to bump into you . cos i know i cant handle it . im emotionally weak and unstable . i kept thinking of you . wondering how you would be in school and if you had eaten or not . haiish . after NAPFA , went to EIGHTEEN CHEFS to have lunch . went back to school after that to have POA . then went back home .

everytime i read your blog , i would shed tears of heartbreak . i really really feel that a part of me belongs to you . cos right now , i feel that my life is useless without you . i keep missing you . if i had made any mistakes in the past , please forgive me . ever since you walked out of my life , i was and still am feeling heartbroken . and it hurts me to hold back my tears . and allow me to ask you why did you have a change of heart ? eventhough you hurt my heart , you're still the one i love , cos untill now my love is always with you . where ever you are , please dont forget me event just for a moment . since im still living with our past , i just want to say that :

I MISS YOU WHEN SOMETHING REALLY GOOD HAPPENS TO ME , COS YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I WANT TO SHARE IT WITH . I MISS YOU WHEN SOMETHING IS TROUBLING ME , COS I KNOW YOU'RE THE ONE THAT UNDERSTANDS ME SO WELL . I MISS YOU WHEN I LAUGH AND CRY , COS I KNOW THAT YOU'RE THE ONE THAT MAKES MY LAUGHTER GRONW AND MY TEARS DISAPPEAR . I MISS YOU ALL THE TIME , BUT I MISS YOU THE MOST WHEN I LIE AWAKE AT NIGHT ; THINKING OF ALL THE WONDERFUL MOMENTS SPENT WITH EACH OTHER FOR THOSE WERE SOME OF THE BEST MEMORABLE TIMES OF MY LIFE .

p.s : im thinking of you still and love you still , for you are the only one that i love . and there is no one that can replace you . but im just wondering where are all the promises that you made to me ? where have they gone to ? haiish .

ITS THE END OF US

2009-08-02T18:04:00.001+08:00

today . 020809 . you made it official (AGAIN) to end our love story . after all that we have been/gone through , it ended just like that . what's with the words that you told me about solving problems together in order to make things work out between us ? i guess those are just words . it meant nothing . hmm . well , i can't force you . we are on our own now . hope that your future will be bright . and sadly , i can't celebrate your birthday tomorrow together . well , no worries . cos you have have your beloved classmates to cheer you up ! they always brighten up your day . so , yah . it won't make any differences whether i'm around or not . well , i shall not brag about this anymore . cos my eyes are seriously swollen . good luck in your future Nur Aidil Hutabarat Karel Julianus . or love story is over .

2009-07-18T15:52:00.000+08:00

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You How can I be with another, I don’t want any other I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya I know what you’re thinking Baby why aren’t you listening How can I just Just love someone else and Forget you completely When I know you still love me

Telling me you’re not good enough My life with you is just too tough You know it’s not right so Just stop and come back boy How can this be When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You How can I be with another, I don’t want any other I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can’t we just, just be like this cause it’s you that i need and nothing else until the end Who else can ever make me feel the way I I feel when I’m with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you’re not good enough My life with you is just too tough You know me enough so you know what I need boy Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You How can I be with another, I don’t want any other I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don’t want no body, body I don’t want no body, body

Honey you know it’s you that I want, It’s you that I need Why can’t you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You How can I be with another, I don’t want any other I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free Nothing else matters other than you and me so tell me why can’t it be please let me live my life my way why do you push me away i don’t want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you

2009-06-22T23:00:00.003+08:00

well , today i didnt do much . didnt even leave my house . too lazy i guess . hehe . woke up at 1330 hours , eventhough BOIIFEY called and woke me up at noon . hehe . talked to him on the phone for awhile . after that , bathe . and then cooked for myself a bowl of maggie curry noodles. yummy . haha . very very hungry seyy . while watching tv, came across singapore idol advertisement . i then decided to try and sign up for the next singapore idol blogger . hehe . would be so cool right . get to attend exclusive scenes and shows with the contestants , judges as well as the hosts . WOW ! would it be a dream come true ? just like a journalist , maybe ? hehe . without any further ado , i email MCTV and prayed that hopefully they might consider me . hehe . weeeeee ! ate fruits after that , coz suddenly i felt hungry . hehe . nothing much to do at home anyways , boring la . haiya . then talked to BOIIFEY on the phone while watching tom and jerry cartoon . hehe . ate more fruits after that . (im on diet , btw . no rice , no xtra carbs) at night , i fried some fish keropok for my family . and guess what ?! im coughing right now . haha . so stupid of me . hehe .

tried calling BOIIFEY , but no response . maybe hes already asleep . getting ready for tomorrow . coz he will be having his 2nd audition for the singapore idol . hmm . i gotta wake up early to meet up with him and his family at city hall tomorrow . so excited about it . i dont really know if he can make it to the next round or not . but whatever it is , i wish you all the BEST baby ! im here to support you . we will just let fate decide okay , my love . hehe .

2009-06-22T01:02:00.004+08:00

[irah , salleh , bob , faiz n me]
[d guys posing w tongue sticking out , kirerkn style uhk tu , HAHA]

[oopsie ! candid shot cos faiz made me giggle n shake my hp . tadah ! out came this pose]

[all tongue sticking out except me ]

[more SMILES (: ]

[some cramped n squeezed facial expressions ]

[peace-fool faiz n lick-ing of apple pie salleh]
[bob ? stomach cramp want to go toilet izit ? hehe]

[kisses from salleh to his beloved apple pie !]

[kiss again !? haiya . no other pose uhk ? !]

[my mom say when we eat , we cannot talk . so salleh , dont talk when you're eating ! haha]

[bob , loving the mayonnaise on his lips]

[irah , busy sms-ing her boyfriend]

[faiz , nk coverline ke tu ? wiping off the chilli sauce izit ? hehe]

[yum ! its finger-lickin' good ! haha! wrong fast-food restaurant la salleh !]

[ppsstt ! boys talk , i suppose , guys ?]

[read for what ! just enjoy the food la ! like bob n faiz . hehe]

2009-06-21T23:34:00.003+08:00

hello felllow bloggers ! im up for blogging again . hehe . damn ! today is a very "shagged - ing" day for me . haha . started off my day by waking up early in the morning @ 0700 hours for my IWG class @ CBTL HQ . waah ! i cant open my eyes seyy . haha . went to tamp mrt to topup my ezlink . but before that , deposit my $$ to topup for my baby's prepaid . what a pity if im not able to get through him . its unbearable . hmm . it was a long and dead journey from tampines to tiong bahru . haha . dragged my feet from tiong bahru plaza to bukit merah interchange . when i reached the HQ , to my surprise , the office door was locked with full security ! haha . what the hell ! i was all alone on the 6th story . moreover , it was dead silent like a cemetery . i quickly pressed the lift button . when i reached the ground floor , i saw my trainer cum co-ordinator , lawrence . i had to take the lift again . haah . he mentioned that i've been very punctual . haha . LoL . thanks to BOIIFEY for setting up the time for me . hehe . as usual , im the first one to reach . haha . helped lawrence to brew some tea for the class . waited for the rest to arrive . irah and me prepared a (S) tropical passion iced tea latte , coz we were very thirsty . haha . then , manage to start the class on time . watched some videos related to CBTL which mananged to keep me awake ! haha . after that was the usual 15 mins break . ate bread drizzled in hershey's chocolate syrup and caramel sauce . that was my so-called breakfast la . hehe . didnt make coffee today coz didnt feel like drinking it . hehe . followed by role-play (which i hate alot ! always makes me nervous ! ) . and then , 1 hour lunch break . me , irah , salleh , bob and faiz went to mcdonalds . then took some pictures together . haha . very kecoh ! giggles and laughter ! haha ! i manage to take candid poses of them too ! hehe ! (:

went back to class . more blabbering and role-plays . haiiya . sian ah . but very useful information though . all relating to customer service . hehe . went on and on and on . 15 mins break again . this time , i decided to try making moroccan mint iced tea latte . yucks ! tastes like peppery chocolatey tea with milk . eeeeewwwww ! im not going to drink it again . haha . then , class resumed with more role-plays . haah . and group discussions . brainstorming and stuffs . hmm . toilet break after that . haha . dont know why suddenly , keep going to the toilet often . after that , me and irah made for ourselves another drink . this time round , it was double vanilla iced tea latte using vanilla ceylon tea . n guess what ! its way way better than the moroccan mint . haha . well , i still prefer tropical passion . now i know why most customers purchase that drink . hehe . after the toilet break , lawrence arranged for us an activity called "tree , squirrel and thunderstorm" . damn ! it was so so amusing ! i really enjoyed myself . it engages us in teamwork and bonding . haah . cool right . it was so exciting and funny that i laugh till i cried . haha . lesson ended with a warm handshake from lawrence . next week will be the final assessment regarding IWG . damn it ! im sure that i will not be able to make it . coz im always nervous when it comes to role-play . haiyo ! stress mama ! haha . BOIIFEY called me up , saying that he wanted to fetch me . i was surprised . heeh . so thoughtful and sweet of him . hehe . love you baby ! but before we left the building , as usual , me and irah went to relieve ourself again . haha . if im not mistaken , in total would be , around 7 times that we go "she-she" . hehe .

want to know the reason why ? the tea acts as antioxidants and it dehydrates our body , causing us to go to the toilet often to relieve ourselves . cool right . hehe . aniways , met BOIIFEY at tiong bahru plaza . then went back to tampines to meet up with seri and hairy . but guess what ! hairy paitao us sia ! soo soo pissed off . haiz . we were damn hungry , waiting for him , but end up what we got from him was nothing . hairy hairy . if you cant make it to meet us , just be frank and inform us . we understand okay . dont worry . you shoudnt have kept us waiting like that . we sanggop to wait for you eventhough we were already very hungry like hell , just to eat together with you . at last , we couldnt tahan any longer already . went to food culture @ CSQ and ate nacho cheese fries and fried handmade noodle with chicken . the 3 of us shared together . sweet right ? i know . hehe . BOIIFEY was already full by then . then he had heartburn . what a pity , baby . i told him not to send me home , but he still insists . very stubborn , BOIIFEY . hehe . took 69 to my house and then baby went home . i bet you are already asleep now baby , coz you dint seem to pick up my calls . heeh . its okay . i understand that you must be tired and sleepy .

oh wells . now im sleepy ! wana turn in . but before that , i will upload the pictures that me and my colleagues took at mcD aiites . mwah ! (:

2009-06-19T01:04:00.004+08:00

my love life having its ups and downs . breakups and patches . have to deal with it no matter what . hmm . now i know , in my life , that i cant live without you . you are the only key to my heart , baby . no one else . im deeply in love with you , still . eventhough we have been having our rough times , i know that we can make it through together . i cant bear to hear you crying out for me , n pleading to be with me forever . i cant bear to leave you . coz it really hurts . now i know that you really love me sincerely , with all your heart , and there is no replacement . you promised to have a future with me , n i swear to be your beloved wife . I WANNA GROW OLD WITH YOU .

my love for you has never faded away . i've tried to stop loving you when you broke up with me , but i just cant . the more i tried to forget , the more deeper my love grows for you . you have locked my heart n kept the key with you . eventhough you have hurt me at times , i still forgive you ; but i will not be able to forget it . baby , you mean so much to me . i know that you dont express your love verbally , it has always been through your actions . i hope that you will be able to do abit of both , someday . im not forcing you , dear . just a thought .
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH .

if you are reading this baby , i just want you to know that , you will always be in my heart . (:

2009-06-19T00:36:00.004+08:00

[baby smile like fake seyy . hehe . ]

[hairy new hair highlights . nice right ! mcm MATREP !]

[me n seri posing for the cam @ saloon ]

[hairy muker cramp !]

[ila giggling @ something ? heeh . ]

[aizah , smiling as always . (: ]

[me , i swear ive lost weight . thx to my diet . hehe . it works ! ]

[baby give me lovebite on my neck . naughty ! luckily not obvious. ]

[my highlights ; view frm the right ]

[view frm the left ]

[the back view , cant imagine tt my hair has grown this long . yeay ! ]

[at Habibie coffee shop near my area ]

[at kendarat @ boon lay ; baby i love you]

[at bus stop with ina]

[on the day tt i was so-called SINGLE , out with seri to unwind myself ]

2009-06-18T23:55:00.003+08:00

hey . haah . dont know why suddenly feel like blogging . hehe . (:

hmm . well , basically today what i did was :
waking up late (1330 hours) , coz yesterday slept at 0500 hours . haah . i know . its late . LoL . but seriously , i could not sleep well yesterday . hmm . after that , called BOIIFEY n seri . to confirm the day's plan . then get up from my bed , bathe quickly , and meet them (seri , aizah , ilabell , hairy n BOIIFEY ) at tampines interchange by 1545 hours . tried to wake hairy up , but he sleeps as if hes dead ! called him many times but still no response . haah . after meeting them at tamp inter , seri went to withdraw money . saw my primary school bestie , HAMIDAH . i think its been a year plus since i last saw her . eventhough she stays near my area . heeh . she was with her nephew . soo adorable laa kan ! (:

BOIIFEY wanted to eat at SUBWAY , so we went to Tampines One . thought there was a student meal there . but too bad , dont have la seyy ! keciian my baby . hungry already . then , i decided that we go to wat at kedai kopi near my area , cause after that it would be easier for ila n hairy to hghlight their hair , as its near my area also . get it right ? i know my sentence structure is like rojak ! haha . anyways , after eating , proceed to MOOD SALOON . thats the place where i got my hair highlights last saturday . ila highlight her hair just like my colour . 2-tone . i told hairy to get a lighter colour so that it will stand out against hes base hair colour , which is black . n guess what ! its totally nice ! too bad ila's one doesnt really stand out much coz her base colour is already brown n blonde . but when its on the inside of her hair , its really like mine ! nice ! hehe ! yeay ! (: but i still love hairy's . i told BOIIFEY to highlight his hair , but he refuses . haiyo .

we had to endure the boredom for 1 hour 30 minutes at the saloon . haha . at the same time , there was plenty of time to pose for the camera ! haha . BOIIFEY was already bored . almost fell asleep on the chair . what a pity . guess hes shagged . hmm . after the agony , BOIIFEY and hairy went to play LAN gaming near opposite the bus stop while the girls went to my house to use my lappy for a while . in the meantime , i was able to wrap prezzie for my future father in-law . heeh . (happy birthday bapak ! ) after an hour later , the guys have finished with their gaming , went to meet them and i send them off at the bus stop . BOIIFEY wanted to send me off till my doorstep , but i told him that its okay. i know he must be tired . so i dont want to make it worse .

aniiways , i'll upload the pictures okay . n btw , i want to pose another entry regarding my current situation . hmm . just feel like writing it down . oh wells . i cant really sleep late today coz gotta work tomorrow . so , i dont want to feel tired and sleepy .

2009-06-15T23:40:00.001+08:00

SiGh

2009-06-15T23:25:00.003+08:00

im back , bloggers . *sigh* i know its been a while since i blogged . hmm . well , my life is going through its ups and downs right now . cant really think STRAIGHT . been going through lots of rough days . dont know whats happening to me . im really STRESSED ! !

well , DEAREST SOMEONE , i really hope that you will be happy your life right now with the peace that you have . *sigh* no one to nag at you anymore and make your blood pressure rise . you have officially ended it on our 5 yrs 3mths anniversary . **150304**

i dont want to brag about it . cause its hurting me so much . *sigh* i know i will never be able to move on . your words were pretty harsh on me . ill always forgive you no matter what , but i will never ever forget it . i know that someday , we will be back together again . cause you are the only key to my heart . i dont want to ever lose it . or else it can never be opened again .

2009-05-29T12:40:00.002+08:00

have not been updating my blog for a very long time.. busy with school and stuffs.. exams coming this monday.. gotta work hard and prove to my parents that im not fooling around in school and tagging my BOIIFEY in school as well.. well,am not feeling well right now.. kinda frust.. will blog again soon..

2009-05-07T12:32:00.002+08:00

huu huu.. have not been updating my blog lately.. been busy with school, assignments and work.. alot of upcoming events happening soon.. and yeah, no worries.. i will post more pictures soon when im home.. right now im in school.. @ MDP lesson.. again, nothing else to do.. haah.. surf the net.. send Ms Leng assignments.. update my blog.. (like what im doing now) haha.. less than half a class attend this module right now sia! haahs.. LoLx.. stomach very hungry already.. making noises like growling bear.. burping out loud like nobody's business.. haha.. tsk3.. waaaahhhh!!!! 1300 hours will be my lunch time.. going to cafe 1, i think.. dont know what to eat.. hmm.. japanese, indian, chinese? haha.. (:

BOIIFEY didnt reply my sms.. so sad seyy.. probably he's still busy with his BL thingy uhk.. helping out the student council.. he was so excited about the graduation event today laa kn.. yesterday keep bragging about wearing white smart shirt, black leathered shoes and red blazer.. haha.. kirakn mcm abg2 smart la tuu kn.. hehe.. joking only ahh BOIIFEY.. mwah.. today lesson ends @ 1500 hours.. did roleplay yesterday already.. so no need to go for CRN.. wuhuuu.. tts why end school early.. hehe.. accompany BOIIFEY go SSDC after he finish lesson.. wait for him for an hour.. sweet right? haha.. anything for baby mah.. hehe.. kk.. enough of that.. i'll update when im home later okie.. toodles! (:

2009-04-24T23:51:00.002+08:00

[RANDOM PICTURES]

[my baby.. drumming..]

[dont know whats the motive of that guy standing on othe chair..HAHA]

[drummer and vocalist,Yan]

[pouting our lips the way LT does it BEST!! HAAH!! =) ]

[cute faces??]

[whats up with those? ^_^ ]

[nothing better to do than posing for the camera while waiting for bf to finish his BL meeting]

2009-04-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

MEN CAN GO TO SUCH AN EXTENT TO HURT A GIRL.. what can you say about this phrase, ladies? hmm.. do you agree with me? [=.=']

guess what? haah.. i didnt go to school today.. couldnt wake up in the morning! seriously! slept at 0430 hours the day before.. watched online movie 17 AGAIN.. haha.. LAME-O.. hehe.. and the best part is.. i woke up at 1330 hours.. haha.. slept like a pig! heeh.. SShhhh!!! dont tell other people arh.. haha.. kk.. crap.. woke up, bathe.. then waited for BOIIFEY to come to my house to have his lunch.. prepared his lunch.. he had his bathe.. while i get myself all well dressed-up and make-up and all.. hmm.. followed him to his jamming session.. gotta practice for his sunday gig @ Bugis.. wuuhuuu!!!! my baby performing!!! yeay2!!! hehe.. my sexy drummer boy! hehe.. ask seri to come along as well.. she had some problems with yusri.. met her inside mrt.. reached Bugis, had to wait for the rest of his bandmates.. they were late.. LOL.. went to OCK to grab a curry'o.. was abit hungry.. hehe.. then, went to Beats Merchant to jam.. better than Audiocrib.. much more bigger.. haah.. initially, was abit cock-up.. but then it gets better already.. haha.. sufi was constantly being maki-ed by yan.. coz he did not played the guitar well.. haha.. funny la they all.. haha..

after jamming, went to Bugis Street there to chill for awhile.. went to 7-11 to get a Big Gulp.. sat outside 7-11.. seri had my shoulder to cry on.. she broke up with yusri.. haiiyo.. cant say much.. dont really know the whole story yet.. hmm.. then terserempak with BOIIFEY NS mate with his gf.. chat for awhile.. seri was still upset.. hmm.. out of the blue, some "stray kids" sat next to BOIIFEY.. talked crap and apologise.. dont know for what.. i ask seri and BOIIFEY to massage my head.. was feeling abit giddy.. dont know why.. not having enough sleep i guess.. hmm.. those stray kids were some sort of gangsters i think.. told BOIIFEY to leave the place.. dont feel comfortable though.. haaah.. dont want anything to happen.. better be safe than sorry,right? =)

took train home.. BOIIFEY send me home.. =)) thanks,love..

k la.. that's all i gotta say for today.. toodles my darlings! heeh.. nites2.. mwahs!!! =)

2009-04-23T00:01:00.003+08:00

helluuu!!! wahh.. im shagged bebeh!! just got home from CBTL orientation @ Henderson Road.. was very very nervous seyy.. after school, skipped LLA just to reach the orientation on time.. haha.. ilastar accompanied me to Tiong Bahru then Bukit Merah.. hehe.. thanks alot,girl.. keke.. hmm.. well, basically the trainer, Lawrence was very amusing.. hes a malaysian btw.. cracked funny and lame jokes.. really entertaining.. haha.. compliment me alot seyy.. what for! make me paisey only sia.. haiiyo.. then, break time got to drink coffee!!! made by me!! the training room is really awesome! the moment you step into the room, you could smell the aroma of the coffee immediately.. haha.. there was a bar at the back of the room.. i bet that's where we'll do the training.. hmm.. can't wait!!! weeeee!!!! this is my dream job actually!!! to become a barista @ coffee bean!! haahh.. at last i got it.. yeay!! but then, the process is pretty tideous.. have to go through 38 hours of training.. 6 months.. final theory quiz.. all sorts of stuffs.. haiiya.. but what to do.. anything for CBTL!!! haha!!! fanatic siia!! LOL.. crap2.. k la.. enough of all those.. want to sleep uh.. sleepy already.. eyes are POPPING out!! toodles!!! mwahs!! nytz!!!! =))

2009-04-21T23:25:00.002+08:00

[is that really me? i look different seyy.. credits to seri for the snapshot! =) ]

[happy webcam-ing with hairy in my room; SERI!! eu look scary!!! hey!! it rhymes!! haha!]

[i swear i look tanned seyy.. maeB due to my new foundation ZA i think.. haha..]

[btw,this is what i get if i have a good hair day.. =) ]

:: RaNdOm bLuEs ::

2009-04-21T22:54:00.004+08:00

ola.. my fellow bloggers/readers.. i started off my day late again today.. haha.. woke up late seyy.. hairy waited @ my void deck.. came down with my hair all wet! uurrghh! haha.. very the burok la cn? like penyapu like that! haha.. met seri, ila and aizah @ small mcD.. waited for bus for so long seyyy.. BOIIFEY already impatient to meet me in school; to get his lunch from me.. haha.. he was very hungry already mah.. what a pity.. hehe.. then, went for CRN.. did assignments n stuffs.. LUNCH was after that.. ate mee rebus @ cafe 2.. cafe 1 damn pack laa sia!! no place to sit seyy!! OFC was a bore.. n freezing seyy.. my "anak2" did their presentation.. well done babies!! heeh.. =) MDP was tiring.. i didnt know that creating a flash document can be tough.. waahh.. but its worth the knowledge; for future benefits.. haha.. kk.. its crap.. hehe.. met BOIIFEY @ forum.. he was with lisa talking about some matters, i guess.. looked so serious.. hehe.. nevermind..

then, went to Food Culture @ CSQ.. ate cheezy fries.. met my secondary school friend, Hafizah.. was very excited seyy.. we giggled alot!! its been a while since we've met laa cn.. haiiya.. we were so happy seyy.. keep on giggling and stuffs.. hehe.. after that, went to CBTL to be briefed by manager, Rizan.. she's nice.. hehe.. wahpiang ey! tomorrow i got orientation @ Henderson Road laa siia! so far have to go Tiong Bahru there.. haiiya.. hmm.. but its ok.. for work mah! i received my uniform and name tag.. guess what?! its spelled SITI.. omg! wana change to ANIS laa seyy.. dont like that name.. so the common laa cn? hehe.. after that, BOIIFEY took 969 home.. couldn't send me home coz wanted to save his ezlink.. its ok baby.. i understand.. ila and aizah already left earlier.. hairy,seri n me boarded the same bus.. seri followed me home.. lepak @ my house for awhile.. she had some matters with her bf.. what a pity.. haiiyo..

then, told her not to worry too much about it.. hmm.. she webcam with hairy.. funny laa seyyy.. laugh laugh alot.. haha!! send seri home until bus stop after that.. hmm.. went to shop to buy some stuffs.. rushed home.. BOIIFEY rang me up just to check on me.. hehe.. scared seyy alone.. ever kena stalked before.. EEEeEEEEeeeeee!!! (^.^) k laa.. gtg.. help my sis with her powerpoint assignment then.. toodles!! btw, wish me luck for my orientation.. nervous sey.. haha.. love ya !! [btw, BOIIFEY, i'll try my best to understand situations aiites.. <3]>

2009-04-20T21:55:00.003+08:00

[LOVELY AND COCKY DEAREST <3]

p.s : credits to ilabell for the prop (white specs)

[my BABY being a nerdy schoolboy.. cute2!!]

[Hairy is so excited to get his picture TAKEN..*wiinks*]

[Romzi;MAINTAIN eur lips aiites.. HAHA..]

2009-04-20T21:10:00.002+08:00

='o( sob.. sob.. so damn sleepy and tired.. started off my day by coming to school late.. again.. damn.. hehe.. soo soo sorry to my darlings who waited for me for a very long time @ tamp itc.. hehe.. mwahs! love eu guys so much! hehe.. couldn't make it for S&W.. went for CARE lesson straight.. before that, met BOIIFEY @ school entrance for awhile.. gave him his lunch that i made for him.. hehe.. i was scared to go for class coz i had to do my OFC presentation.. i'm very very nervous.. you know i hate public speaking right.. well, i did quite well.. eventhough it reached around 4mins plus.. the minimum is actually is 5mins.. haha.. better than nothing right.. keke.. break time; ate Japanese food @ cafe 1.. Chicken Kaki Tamago Set.. yum yum.. we were quite noisy at the table.. hehe.. there were Stephanie, Ilastar, Aizah, Seri, Ilabell, Hairy, Romzi and me.. talked crap alot.. hehe..
guess what?! i got a high mark for my OSA mock test.. hehe.. 92%.. waahh.. haha.. school ended.. all of us including BOIIFEY accompanied me to Raffles Medical to retrieve my Typhoid injection slip back.. coz i need it for my new job.. hehe.. after that, BOIIFEY went over to my house to have dinner together.. soo sweet kn? hehe.. after a harsh quarrel yesterday, im glad we have make-up with each other.. then.. we hav a nice short chit-chat; spend quality time.. hmm.. BOIIFEY damn sleepy.. slept for awhile at my house.. then, he went home.. better be early.. coz if not baby will not have enough sleep.. sayang dea.. hehe.. mwahs..
anyways, my next post will make you laugh a lil' bit.. i guess.. haha.. =)

2009-04-19T22:14:00.003+08:00

holla.. yeay! got a new skin fer my bloggie.. credits to ma man.. haha.. well,stayed at home the whole day.. too lazy to go out.. hehe.. gotta do lotsa stuffs... prepare my OFC presentation for tomorrow.. nervous like hell sia!! hahaa!! i hate speaking in public,honestly!! uurrgh!! well, cant write so much today.. wana continue with my presentation.. toodles!! love yar people!! mwah..

2009-04-17T23:31:00.003+08:00

[look at hairy's facial expression.;extreme left;gigi maots keper!! HAHA;joking only my dear]

[BOIIFEY is soo soo tired n sleepy till he could doze off on the chair in d saloon]

[credits to seri for setting up my hair;HEHE]

[ila new look with bangs;seri?? nth new?? hehe.. kidding baby!! =) ]

[cream on hair;before the bangs emerge]

2009-04-17T22:55:00.002+08:00

weehee.. came to school late just now.. wana know why? coz i woke up late.. very late.. haha!! luckily seri sms me seyy.. if not, i think i will be even more late!!! school starts at 0900.. woke up at around 0825.. reached school around 1015.. haha.. best ahhh!! didnt go for MDP.. waste of time only coz will only be able to absorb a few info.. prefer to get the full of it.. (i know you dont quite understand what im trying to say here) so,went straight up to OSA.. did a mock test.. was not that difficult afterall.. hehe.. school ended after that.. me and aizah went to seri's house to accompany her change her clothes.. then aizah went home.. meet up with ilabell @ Pasir Ris mrt stn.. to go to Century Sq..

Guess what!!! my interview @ Coffee Bean was a success!!! im officially hired by the management @ Coffee Bean.. wuuhuuu!!! damn,im so glad!!! i have tried applying for this company for at least 4 times (since 2006/7) and at last!!! in the year 2009,i finally got it!!! i don't know why im head-over-heels with this f&b outlet.. haha!!! hairy was late to meet us.. LOL.. he overslept.. haha.. went to Food Culture to have our lunch.. ilabell ate Chicken Chop set.. seri, hairy n me ate Fried Handmade Noddles with Chicken.. yumyum!!!! haha!!! =)) our stomach were damn full!!! haha!!! too lazy to walk.. headed to my area; 800+ to get ilabell's hair rebonded!! it took 3 hours,man!!! we accompanied her in the saloon.. entertained ourselves my talking crap,playing psp n eating!! haha!!! got nothing better to do mah!!!

LOL!!! damn bored already.. dont know what to do.. BOIIFEY reached there late also, coz he got some stuffs to attend to.. dont mind that at all.. hmm.. then, i told ilabell to get bangs as it will look good on her.. haah.. so jealous seyy when i see her new hair-do now.. like doll sia.. haha.. now we should call her ilajaps (japanese) instead of ilabell.. hahahaha.. BOIIFEY went home with me.. to eat.. cooked for him scrambled eggs (he love it so much).. dh ader laok asam pedas tk cukop la plak.. what only baby!! haha.. =) heehhs.. just joking only la,dear.. hehe.. n guess what, i forgot to tell you that i got extensions.. only 2 strands.. pink!!! hehe!!! love it!!! haha.. k dhen.. i urgently need to go to the toilet now!! huhuhuhu... love you guys!!! n BOIIFEY.. mwahs!!

2009-04-16T12:39:00.002+08:00

hehehs.. my dear BOIIFEY,if you're reading this post,don't be disheartened that i didn't blog about you.. if i did not do so,there would not be any pictures of you there and there would not be any BOIIFEY in my post there,baby..still wana argue wit me some more?..durh.. -.-

hehe..haiyo..well,right now,im in my MDP class..nothing much to do because im done with my macromedia flash exercise..haha..after this is my LUNCH BREAK..wuuhuu..go makan!!! hahaah..

toodles!!! will blog again at night later.. HOPEFULLY!!!! =))

2009-04-14T21:35:00.011+08:00

[baby superman wannabe?;liangting MAINTAIN those lips n yusri looks like hes in pain]

[nice background right?;luqman pose maots!haha!]

[aizah jumping for joy;STRIKE]

[seri choosing d right bowling ball]

[HOTDOGS,ANYONE??!!]

[boys will always be boys;playing with fire]

[wonder what are all of you looking at?]

[baby,farah,salinah n mr cheong cant wait for the food:HUNGRY]

[aizah sempat pose;pantat siaper tu ehk?hehe]

[lovebirds:lovehurts]

[hairy!!muker MAINTAIN;aizah!!WHAT HAPPENED??]

[messy sia d room;WTF]

[daphanie n bf @ d corner;salinah sleepy?]

[im d odd one out]

[UNO??!!]

[candid,mr cheong!!!!]

[hidayah,xavier,aniqa,hidayah,masturah,shazmeen]

[mr cheong n liangting @ d corner]

[happy kids;happy life]

[tido ajek korng niek ehk?? HAHA;GOTCHA]

[beggar?or begging to sleep?hehe;what a pity,baby]

[tired faces atfer going to SWAMP]

[SMILE FOR THE CAMERA;yusri,seri,ilabell,luqman,bryan,hairy,aizah,liangting]

[yusri keeps on smiling (^_^)]

[otw walking to the SWAMP]

[BOIIFEY starting the fire]

[sha n me are WACKY;axt?seducing look?hehe]

[love you guys LOADS;besties since '03]

[seriously,i dnt noe eur motive of posing in such a way,dear?]

[candid sammy?;yusri ader jek nk selit tuu;HAHA]

[thats it babes!!!;this is for you BIATCH!!]

(too bad syaz couldnt make it)

[the two SUCKERS;haha;MAINTAIN]

[satay nt cooked yet,baby?dont b sad kk]

[salinah is meditating?happily?hehe;maintain OK]

[bryan chilling alone;SMILE]

[aizah n hairy;sumthing goin on there,guys? ^_^]

[maintain jek bakar satay tuu ehk;haha;yusri posing]

[axt n sha;SISTERS TALK;haha]

[BOIIFEY n me posing outside chalet entrance]

[yusri n yusreen]

[me n aizah =))]

[ilabell,posing]

[@ Kopitiam waiting for Hairy n hes mom to collect the chalet keys]

2009-04-12T17:20:00.004+08:00

hey hey.. i noe.. i noe.. its been awhile i've blog.. haha.. been busy with my class chalet.. and now im back home.. gotta tell you.. it was a bad experience during the chalet.. somthing bad came up.. haiiz.. btw it was at Downtown East.. 6-8 April.. let the story begin.. =))

woke up in the morning.. meet up with ila and seri at tampines interchange.. had to wait for yusri (seri's bf).. he was late.. i cant be late to meet BOIIFEY cos if not,hes gonna punish me.. haha.. LOL.. im always late,but its worth the wait Haha.. reached at Pasir Ris interchange at around 2.20pm.. supposedly i have to meet him by 2pm.. haha.. yusri's fault.. bluek!! What a co-incidence.. BOIIFEY and aizah has already reached Pasir Ris.. hungry.. BOIIFEY wanted to makan.. bought for him nasi lemak and Super Big Gulp.. haha.. reached downtown oreadyy.. hav to wait for khairi for the keys to the chalet and wait for liangting to get the food from her.. sat at the kopitiam.. yusri was also hungry.. he ate western food.. then fetch lianting from the taxi stand to help her carry the food.. saw khairy and his mom collecting the keys.. that was like around 4pm then we could check-in.. our room was B1220-1221.. if im not mistaken.. haha.. checked-in already.. thank khairy's mom.. n went wacky on the bed in the chalet.. haha.. tired n sleepy.. rest for awhile.. took pictures and stuffs.. after that, went to ntuc to buy some more stuffs that is needed for the bbq.. lotsa shopping.. till we went over the budget.. 200 plus.. WOW.. haha.. snacks and drinks is a MUST!!! haha.. =)) then,the activites for Day 1 begins..

DAY 1
All of us were damn hungry already.. ask liangting if we could bbq 1/4 of the food that we have.. satay,scallops,hotdogs,corn,sweet potato.. BOIIFEY helped to start the fire.. axt n sha came down.. served them snacks and drinks.. proper food was not ready yet.. haha.. =)) chit chat.. take pictures.. candid ones.. haha.. axt frens came down also.. haha.. then khairy planned that all of us were to go to Pasir Ris Park Swamp.. since i was sticky with sweat,i deciced to take a bath first before proceeding with the plan.. i told axt and sha that im leaving for the swamp and i couldnt really entertain them much.. we left at around 10.40++pm.. lianting did not want to follow initially.. cos she was scared.. but then she decided to tag along as well.. somehow or rather, the trail to the swamp seems far.. haha.. damn.. once we reached there, i was having 2nd thoughts of entering it.. OMG!!! it was pitch dark!! there were no lights to lead the way.. i entered halfway, then i turned around cos was not brave enough.. but then, i plucked up my courage and just go with the flow.. its worth the experience right? aaha.. BOIIFEY and me were the 1st ones to lead.. followed by seri, yusri, liangting, bryan, salinah, ila, luqman, aizah and khairy.. aizah and khairy were the last 2 in the group.. there were 11 of us in total.. aizah's hp became the torchlight to lead the way.. honestly, i was damn scared!! i held BOIIFEY's hand real tight!!! the most frightening part was that the place was very dark and twisting pathway.. i wished that it would just end fast.. pfft!!! after that, seri had plans to go home and get her UNO cards and Kal Ho Naa Ho vcd to watch at the chalet.. we were also planning to buy some liquor.. so, seri, yusri, BOIIFEY and me went to Seri's house and get all the stuffs needed.. then went to shop n save to buy King Robert Scotch.. 2 bottles some more.. haha.. hailed a cab to get back to chalet.. watch Kal Ho Naa Ho.. BOIIFEY was half shagged already.. at 2am then we planned to drink.. ahah... =)) aizah went out to smoke alone for awhile.. then after that, i was shocked that she wanted to have her cup full.. WOW.. not too bad!!! haha.. BOIIFEY limited my shots.. damn.. we drank neat.. mixed with 7up somtimes.. drank till we were drunk.. i already went tipsy.. what i remembered was that i keep falling when i tried to stand up and walk.. had a few puffs of Sampoerna Menthol form yusri.. haha.. stomach felt uneasy.. vomitted alot in the toilet.. i somehow realised that aizah was crying all over the floor and vomitted alot in the toliet.. and i remembered sitting on top of her in the toilet cos she was vomitting.. haha.. burok sak!! LOL!!! then i began to regain my own-normal self.. aizah was like struggling and crying all over.. BOIIFEY tried to calm her down.. he had to sit on top of her.. and whispered something in her ears.. then she was shouting in a different tone of voice.. it was then i realise that she was possessed.. OMG!! i cant believe it.. it was damn scary laa kn.. she was like screaming.. salinah took out her hp and play a surah.. then the hp went off automatically.. just like that.. WTF!! khairy went off to look for help.. he manage to get help from a security guard near ehub! there.. he asked my BOIIFEY to step out from the chalet cos he needs to get the info.. i had to take care of aizah.. since i was d 2nd eldest there.. i sat on top of her.. "handcuffed" her hands behind her back.. n selawat.. read all sorts of surah that i know.. i heard IT screaming saying "JANGAN GANGGU AKU", "AKU TKNK KELUAR".. then i also heard "HAYNIS,TOLONG AIZAH. AIZAH SAKIT".. i was shocked to hear my name.. i wanted to believe those words.. but, it might me fooling me.. so, i just ignored.. then, i asked aizah to repeat after me wadeva surah tt i mentioned.. slowly,she listened to me.. then she vomitted again.. bubbles came out from her mouth.. salinah helped me to wipe those.. then aizah had calmed down.. i placed a small surah card behind her back.. i sat near her.. clear her forehead.. she had dozed off.. at last.. it has settled down.. but just to make sure, i took out the card again and read out the surah.. i asked salinah for her help on how to read.. then she just kept quiet.. i didnt mind.. i just read it in my heart.. all of a sudden, salinah flung the card of my hand and shouted "KAU DIAM KAU!! KAU TKMO BACER".. OMG!!!! IT has went into salinah's body!!! her eyes were wide open.. it was damn scary, i tell you.. i was terrified.. i rushed out and called out fer BOIIFEY and told him that salinah was possessed.. khairy rushed off again to call for the security guard.. i went out the room.. thank god aizah was asleep already.. the guard came.. n help to exorcise the thing out from salinah's body.. salinah was shouting and screaming all over!!! it was really2 loud!!! i keep asking the rest of my frens to selawat.. so that hopefully nothing will happen to them.. i stood at the door and selawat.. then IT shouted "KAU DIAM KAU! KAU PERGI DARI SINI! KAU KELUAR!".. the more it shouted, the louder i shouted the selawat.. that will make IT more scared.. i think.. heeh.. i was not feeling scared of the thing.. just scared that if anything happened to the rest of my friends.. then at last, the guard managed to help us out.. salinah was asked to get out from the room.. and calmed herself down.. the guard told her to stop crying.. i told salinah to keep on selawat and read any surah she knows.. well, enuf bout tt.. we cud finally sleep at around 7
++ am.. WOW.. damn shagged siia!!!

DAY 2
Woke up at around 8am(BOIIFEY woke me up to accompany him in the toilet).. haha.. too bad he has to go to sch to settle some CCA stuffs.. hehe.. tired and sleepy seyyy.. watch The Singapore Haunting vcd.. boring seyy.. Salinah and Aizah had fever.. due to wad had happened on day 1.. pity them.. btw,both rooms smelled bad,damn bad.. King Robert took over the rooms.. haha.. LOLx.. hairy told me that me and liangting argued over snoring.. hehe.. 0o0opsss.. now they know that i snore too.. hahahaa... =)) Mr Cheong and the rest of the OH students came down.. bbq more stuffs.. eventho it kinda drizzled abit.. hehe.. again, BOIIFEY helped to start the fire.. but this time, he doesnt have to do the fanning.. it was my turn.. haha.. played games.. UNO.. ate more food.. haha.. sweating all over again.. at around midnight, went bowling.. haha.. guess what? i got the lowest score.. haha.. after bowling, went back to chalet.. get some good sleep.. have to wake up early to check-out in the morning.. hmm.. at around 2am,all of us turned in.. 10 people in 1 room.. imagine that.. haha..

DAY 3
At 9am, the room was already glaring.. nothing much happened.. haha.. still got alot more to write about.. lazy uh.. but actually, some things did happened.. the thing followed us untill we went to seri's house.. had to ask for ustaz to help us.. haiyo.. damn stressed..

K lorr.. tired uh.. i will update the pictures soon aiites.. Take care people.. mwahs!! =))

2009-04-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get — only what you are expecting to give — which is everything. What you will receive in return varies. But it really has no connection with what you give. You give because you love and cannot help giving.

Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable.

Soul mate: two little words, one big concept. A belief that someone, somewhere, is holding the key to your heart.

Good relationships balance over time. This means that at any particular point in time, the relationship may appear quite unbalanced: One partner may be more nurturing; one may be more needy; one may be providing all the financial support, etc. But if both partners are loving, understanding, giving, dedicated and flexible, then the relationship can handle all kinds of ups and downs, and still be strong, exciting and, yes, romantic. The best relationships are well balanced. Not a delicate balance; not a static balance- but a dynamic ever-changing balance.

A hug can turn your day around, it’s like an emotional Heimlich. Someone puts their arms around you, and they give you a squeeze and all your fear and anxiety comes shooting out of your mouth, and you can breathe again.

There are two things you need to know. First is that I was so in love with you it nearly killed me. And second, that I don’t regret moving on with my life.

2009-04-03T23:08:00.002+08:00

Boo.. hoo.. hoo.. Waahhhhh!!!!! Tired laa seyy.. My feet like want to drop off already seyy.. So tired from work.. I used my sis shoes rather than my Chuck Taylors.. Haha.. So stuupeeed of me!!! Hehe.. Now suffering.. Haiiyo.. K lorr.. Tired already lah.. Toodles!!! Hehe.. =))

2009-04-02T23:46:00.004+08:00

Not a good day to start with, people.. Haiish.. Wake up only got very the bad stomach cramp.. Go toilet.. Haiiya.. Poot Poot.. Hav to park red car there.. Hehe.. Sorry.. I hate when its the first day.. Cant really manage myself.. Called up my manager cos cant go to work.. Cannot tahan seyy!! Like i need to roll-roll like that.. Hmm.. Backbone hurts.. Stomach cramps.. Mood swings.. It sucks!! But what to do.. Im a girl.. And that's part of a girl's life.. Right? -.-

Wait.. Wait.. Today, something really amusing happened.. Haha.. I received a sms from an unknown number.. Giving excuses that my number seems so familiar in his contacts laa kan.. Like,WADEVA BOYS!! Its LAME-O!! He calls himself Wan, but preferred to be called as Teddy.. Then he says that he wants to get to know me laa.. I hate it when unknown numbers does this kinda shits!! As usual, i say la that im attached and i dont entertain people whom i dont know.. And you wana know what hes reply was?? Here goes "Hey pompan sundal..aku tnye aik2 pe..tkya nk jual mahal..klau kau nk melekat ngan matair ko..ko nye pasal aku tk tnye pun..kO BLE UAT ANAK N KAWIN SUA..!" Haha.. Lame right this person.. Got rejected already then want to make a big fuss.. Such a loser!! Im not the type who cheats behind my BOIIFEY.. (Dah ader satu tu suda,tkya nk simpan lebih2..aku sedar diri yg aku dh berpunyer..) Then i inform my guy lorr.. I showed him all the sms-es.. And he replied on behalf of me.. Haha.. Talking more craps.. My BOIIFEY is being protective of me.. Wont let other guys use harsh words on me when im not in the wrong.. Sweet right? Hehe.. And the arguments go on and on and on.. Until the jerk finally gave up.. Haha.. So, people.. If you want to know who the bugger is, you are welcome to send him sms and even call him.. its 81376882.. Its my pleasure that you were to introduce yourselves to him as i think that he is lonely.. Probably he needs a company.. Boo hoo hoo.. Haha..

So,yarh.. He's a damn irritating fool.. Haha.. Toodles sweethearts.. Mwahs.. =))

2009-04-01T23:22:00.003+08:00

Huu huuu.. Haha!!!!! Wakaakaaa!!!! April's Fools!!!! I know its lame.. Hurh hurh.. -.-
Wah.. So tired seyy.. Just got home from work.. Again.. 4 days straight.. 2 more days to go.. Hehe.. Then can prepare for my class chalet.. 6-8 April @ Downtown East.. Kk.. Let me brag about today.. Haha..

1st of April 2009, at the stroke of midnight, my bestie from my previous job, SATS, text me; saying, "Dear..sorry to disturb at this hour..you are honourly and especially invited to my wedding on 31april..pls bring along only your loved one..thx.." =) Haha.. Can't fall for that,Zara bebeh!!! I know its a joke.. Hehe.. Then i text my Inabelo.. Telling her that im only left with 2 weeks in Singapore as will be going to Dubai for 2 years with my dad doing his attachment there.. Haha.. Only then at 11am i called her up.. Cos she was bugging me what was the thing that i wanted to inform her.. Cant believe she fell for my joke.. Haha.. But.. Guess what?? I tried fooling my BOIIFEY with that same scenario as well.. But it was a failure.. Haha.. He knew that it was joke.. Damn!!!

Just as i finished doing closing at work,he called me up.. And asking what i was doing.. The first question i bombard him was where in the world was he at.. Haha!!!! Blood began to boil straight up to the top of my head when he told me that he was stil at Esplanade,lepak2 with his BL mates laa kn.. It was already late.. Im worried for his journey home.. Haiish.. Then he wanted to hang on the phone with me for quite some time.. But i refused.. Cos i was pissed with him.. Actually, i was hoping that he would fetch me from work.. Haiish.. But, i guess, that i should not put hopes on people,right?? Hmm.. Left my workplace with a smile on my facecos got to eat Carrot Cake and drank Berry Tea.. But at the same time was pissed of with BOIIFEY.. Went to PR mrt stn to topup my ezlink.. From the corner of my eye, i saw a familiar figure standing or shall i say some sort of hiding behind the pillar.. Guess who?? IT WAS HIM.. MY BABY OF COURSE.. Hehe.. The moment i walked up to him, he said "APRIL'S FOOLS!!!!" Waaaahhhhh!!!!!! He manage to trick me 3 times in a day sey!!!!! Not fair!!!!! Hmmmpfhhh!!!!! =.=!

Kissed and hugged him.. Missed him soo soo damn much laa kan.. Keke.. He sent me home.. Eventhough it was already late for him to go home.. Hope he manage to catch the last 969 home.. Haiish.. Sayang.. Sayang.. Right.. That's all bebeh!!!!! I better go wash up.. And get myself changed.. Cos im blogging in my work uniform.. Hehe.. Toodles mates!!! Mwaahs!! =))

2009-03-31T23:53:00.002+08:00

haiish.. shagged uh.. just got home from work.. wuuhuu... today,at work time past very fast.. eventhough not much guests.. 'cos got new colleague to talk to mah.. hehe.. LOL.. did closing again.. hmm.. at the end of the day, got to eat RUM AND RAISIN CHOCOLATE CAKE & NEW YORK CHEESECAKE.. yum yum!!!! hehe.. and drank ice tea.. hehe.. from hungry like shit to full like hell!!! haha.. what the toots!! keke..

before leaving for work, bought myself a new pair of contact lenses.. wuuhuuuu!!!! thanks to my mom for giving me the money.. heeh.. let me explain in further details.. few weeks ago,my mom brought home a contact lens solution from her workplace.. she then gave it to me as im the only one in my family who is using contact lenses then.. a few days before my first day of work,i wash store my contact lens with the new solution.. then,on the first day of my work,i wanted to use my contact lens.. gesh wad????!!!!! when i place the lens in my eyes,there was a burning sensation in my eyes!!!! my fingers trembled when i tried to remove the lens.. aaarggghhh!!!! fucking pain la cn!!!! rushed to the toilet to rinse my right eye.. went back to my room to clean the lens,but it went missing.. only left with the left side.. the right side was gone.. hmm.. so couldnt use my contact lens anymore lorrr... sad sey.. had to use my spectacles..

bt nw, ive got a new pair.. no longer misty gray.. but perky brown instead.. hehe.. kla kla.. enuf of bragging.. eyes sleepy already.. heading for my pillow now.. good night my lovely bloggers!!!! mwah!!! =))

2009-03-27T16:14:00.003+08:00

hey hey people.. haha.. i know i know.. dh bertahon dh aku tk update blog kn.. axt lectured me to update my bloggie.. soo,yarh.. here goes.. =))

for the past few weeks that has passed,i've been goiin thru lotsa shiits n stuffs.. been kiinda stressed,bitch.. haha.. done with exams in school.. so its the time for 3 weeks holidays!!!! wuuhuu.. XD

before the holidays, me,axt n zu went to pasir ris to look for jobs during the holidays.. we tried Manhattan Fish Market at Whitesands as well as Coffee Club.. Lerk Thai rejected us.. luck is on my side,so i got myself a job at Coffee Club.. wad a pity for my bestie,axt.. she has to go through the trouble to find herself another job.. well,enough of that.. as soon as the holidays begins, my BOIIFEY and i went out for date.. hehe.. to celebrate my birthday.. on the 15th that is.. wuuhuu!!! i've turned 19!!!! haah!!! its legal right?? hehe.. *wiinks*

we met at Bugis.. from there we wanted to have a bite.. we were damn hungry.. BOIIFEY wanted to eat at Singapore Zam Zam.. but we already ate over there the previous day.. so, we decided to look for other places.. BOIIFEY wanted to go to Bugis Street to look for some stuffs.. so, we went there.. bought fruit juice.. went to level 2 to have a look at some of the apparels n accessories.. hmm.. was kiinda bored n hungry already.. walked throught the streets again.. hmm.. saw some really nice dress.. gesh wad?!!! BOIIFEY bougth me a dress..(1st surprise) hehe.. sexy maots!! heeh.. thank you so much baby!! mwahs!! hehe.. =))

MAXI DRESS from Hongkong.. hehe.. then we went to town to grab a bite there.. but before that,he brought me to Cathay Cineleisure to watch a movie..(2nd surprise) heeh.. my baby's so sweet.. right? right? haha.. we watched COMING SOON.. not bad uh the movie.. haah.. lotsa shocking scenes.. then, we ate at Far East Plaza.. ate kway teow kerang.. yum2.. haha..

ahaaah!!!!! enough of that okay!!! now i want to talk about TODAY!!! now,im actually blogging at Seri's house.. using Farah's MacBook.. batt is really2 low!!! ilaabell dh mengamok!! haha.. we're having a movie marathon and cooking lessons!!!! kwang3!!! i cooked fried potato.. n farah cooked fried rice.. very the spicy!! hehe.. but yum2.. hehe.. k la.. seriously, ilaabell dh mengamok!!! haha.. want to continue with watching movie.. haha.. will upload recent picture okay!!! love ya peeps!! farah,lao ko bacer,tag ehk!!! hehe..

2009-02-27T00:22:00.005+08:00

.CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP.

fullstop.end of sentence.

nothing better to do than taking pictures of cigarette butts outside campus;exact location:under the overhead bridge haha =))

that's me in MDP class,ignore the fugly hand..belongs to a "HOMO SAPIEN"..credits to Seri Yusreen for the snapshot..*wiinks*

Seri n Anis smiles away eventhough its killing us softly inside..bt hey,naturally,tts how sweet we are..right?right? =))

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today has been a tiring day for me..and sleepy..of course..haha..went to sch on time..had fun editing pictures using Adobe Photoshop..today has been a tiring day for me..and sleepy..of course..haha..went to sch on time..had fun editing pictures using Adobe Photoshop..

i know its funny right? haha.. =))

CRN was full of crap..had to do some role-play shit..i dont really like role play though..makes me go all bonkers n stuff..haha..cant wait till the period ends coz BOIIFEY was already waiting for me outside..haha..gentleman mah he..haha..(jgn kembang,aby..)lahh..30mins only mah..cn la cn la..waahh..past few days have been raining right? damn freezing laa kn..think im gettin d flu seyy..haiiyo..*sniff sniff* 0.o

walk home with him..had a little chit chat..clear matters that were not clear..haha..LoLx..crap laa kn..hehe..ate kfc at night with family..*burp* haha..k laa..tts bout it..wana sleep uh..tmrw gotta b early for school..if not kena punishment,clean staff room's pantry siia..haha..crap siial..byeee!

2009-02-27T00:05:00.003+08:00

haiish..sometimes,i just dont get it laa..when people cares n are concern for you,you dont seem to appreciate it..men are just unpredictable..they can switch personalities in a blink of an eye..lyk, WTH..things have ben ruf &i dont quite like it..i love us the way we were..happy n laughing away like nobody's business..uhmm..changes in you really makes me wonder whether i should ignore them or just go with the flow..we've been trying to understand each other for the past 4yrs & 3mths..n stil counting..baby,i just want you to know that i love you no matter what..you're the only one in my heart..you know that..eventhough we are MAD towards each other somtimes, deep down inside,we still love n care for each other no matter what.. =)

When i dont call you

[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]

When i walk away from you mad

[ Follow me ]

When i stare at your mouth

[ Kiss me ]

When i push you or hit you

[ Grab me and dont let go ]

When i start cursing at you

[ Kiss me and tell me you love me]

When im quiet

[ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ]

When i ignore you

[ Give me your attention ]

When i pull away

[ Pull me back ]

When you see me at my worst

[ Tell me im beautiful ]

When you see me start crying

[ Hold me and tell me everything willbe alright ]

When you see me walking

[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]

When im scared

[ Protect me ]

When i lay my head on your shoulder

[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]

When i tease you

[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]

When i dont answer for a long time

[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When i look at you with doubt

[ Back yourself up ]

When i say that i like you

[ I really do more than you could understand ]

When i grab at your hands

[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]

When i bump into you

[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]

When i tell you a secret

[ keep it safe and untold ]

When i look at you in your eyes

[ dont look away until i do ]

When i miss you

[ im hurting inside ]

When you break my heart

[the pain never really goes away ]

When i say its over

[ i still want you to be mine ]

When i post this blog

[ i want you to read it ]

2009-02-24T23:12:00.004+08:00

okay people,here are the pictures..enjoy staring at them ya'all.. =))

top viiew..me n him..smile2..at traffic light @ Somerset..

sweet riight?hehe..ignore the bangla behind..hes just horny..haah..god knows what he's thinking man..

he's a camwhore..my camera is flooded with his Face..haahs..

nice background right?nice pose oso right?otw walking to Heeren if im nt wrong.. =)

crediits to baby for the wonderful shot..i love the background..hehe.. =)

the perfect picture seems so wrong with those nostrils,honey..haha..

thanks for editing this pic baby..its so sweet..squint eur eyes if eu wana read the text people..

on V-dae..credits to baby again for editing..try to read the text people..haha..open wide!!!

my nose looks flat!ilabell looks stunned!ilastar looks blur? =))

nothing better to do than posing for nothing..hehe.. =)

surprised!surprised!hungry! Wakaka.. o.0

could not stop laughing bcos of ilastar's face..cute right?if there was here teeth shown,really looks like chipmunk..s0o CUTE!!! thx for the pose,bebeh!!! =))

muker kiter kner twist laa kn..LoLx..

this is the MOMOK that will haunt you in eur nightmare people!! hav a gd laugh!! Big Head,

Small Face,Big Body.. HAHAHAHA.. =))

feeling a little bit nosey,people?? hehe..

puckeriing my lips to kiss my twin..hehe.. =))

cant believe my hair has grown to this length..WoW!! Haha..bt i lurve it!!!!!

anis,ilabell,farah

credits to farah for d edits..lawa kn?? =))

S0o,there you have it..stil lots more photos bt lazy to upload uh..sleepy already..

2009-02-24T22:34:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey..helluuuuu people..i know i know..its been almost 2 weeks since i blog..bla bla bla..
been very2 busy lately..life's & SCHOOL has been really2 hectic..chaotic..and..and..wadeva that ends with "TIC" uh..LoLx..haha..studies hav been ok s0o far..have not been attending my CCA lately..keke..lazy mah..relationship was then ROCKY and now STEADY back again..hehe..Right,
right,Baby..?? =)) hmm...what should i blog about ehk..?? o.0
too many things on my mind uh..well here goes NOTHING.. XD

today,was a LITTLE bit early for class eventhough its already late..(get it?) met up BOIIFEY to pass him some cash he needed..was abit piissed off by him..then,just walk away to class..had break after that..told him to pass d balance of the cash to me at cafe 2..then,thats where the argument starts..have not even finish talking to him,just walk off just like that..WAH!!! binget nak mampos laa kn..uurghh!! then called him up to settle matters..shouted over the phone like nobody's business..heard THE BITCHES N SLUTS voice menyebok pt background laa kn..lyk WTF sak..(yang ko tu nk jager tepi kain orng aper hal,pompan.ini antara aku ngn matair aku!ko tu tyka nk sebok2 uh nk masok campor.aku tk inign nk tgk muker ko.meluat ajer!!uurgh!g belajar sudah.ingt je nk kene pegi higher nitec,tkya jager tepi kain orng ehk.ddk diam2 dlm class ehk.lagi cantik.dh berape byk kali aku nk kene pesan.mulot tu jager,jgn smpii ko menyesal.bobal mesti ader coverline,beb.jgn nk go over the limit.k.aku sabar jek.)ahah..such a PSYCHOSOCIAL SLUT..dont have to be YA-YA-PAPAYA lahh..the end of the conversation almost made me broke down into tears due to my anger..bt manage to tahan liao..hehe..gt no mood to eat proper meal..ate waffle ice-cream instead..bt could not finish it..haha..wah liao..guess what? Frm 1200-1500 i had free time siia..damn bored dont know what to do..took pix with both ILA's frm Farah's Macbook..had lotsa fun giggling!! =))

[will u/l d pics ltr] (and yarh one more thing,PS,lao ko dh tkder orng nk melekat dgn,jgn nk carik2 orng ke tarik2 orng utk membontot ko.dh solo tu,uat hal solo uh sia.biler perlu,ko uat baek2,biler dh der members2 ko,ko tolak tepi n kutok2 n act fierce.ahah.mcm kacang luper kn kulit la ko.)tsk3..i didnt know that these kind of people exist in this world..sheesh!Oh god,save them from being NOTHING to SOMETHING..went to MDP after the long bored hours..had fun PHOTOSHOP-ping during d period..ahah..bt getting sleepy aftr some time staring at d comp..haha!!!! =)) text BOIIFEY to mit up wiit him..walk til d bustop in d rain..think im gonna b sick soon..having d flu now.. :( bought some PIEKIA n VADAI at d pasar-malam nearby..damn hungry siia..ICED HONEYDEW SAGO just turns me on..weee!! XD (its a drink,btw) then he send me home..had some time to talk things out between us..some BONDING,i shall say..just love him so much..hehe..well,i think that's all im capable of posting..will post again tmrw..i hope..hehe..Toodles! =))

2009-02-08T22:26:00.004+08:00

pictures frm d outiing..crediits to BELO for takiing 'em..have a good laf at 'em ya'll.. =))

tanks to AXT n NISHA fer d whole outiing..mwahs!!! <33
niice cupcakes ryt??

AXT,SHA(dunoe looking whr),KING n BENG..BLACK insyd tent sleeping uh.. (^^)

love her to bits n pieces.. <33

look at d positon of our tents..tk betol kn?? keke.. =))

me holdiing snaiil( i tiink)

niice background anot? hehe..

BOIIFEY pose lyk statue seyy..hehe.. =))

cn read wads on d sand?

BELO n SHAWTY..looks aliike?siblings/twins? nahh... =))

2009-02-08T16:18:00.004+08:00

wee..sowiie i didnt blog ystrdae..was too tiired n kiinda haviin a hangover(heads over heels) (^^) ekcelii tiis entry is meant to b ystrdae's..evntho TODAY is TODAY..haha!! LOLx..crap laa kn.. nehmiind..okok..lets begin ya'll..(will u/l d piics later on) =))

me did nt go for archery coz cudnt wake up iin d morniin..haha..then,called up BELO..whr n wat tym to miit up..gav BOIIFEY a wake-up call..get readii to fo Pasir Ris Park for GF's outing to celebrate BELO's belated burfdae n miine advanced burfdae..she came to my hse..i cudnt deciide on wat to wear..LOLx...went to 800+ to shop for bottled driinks n keropoks..haha..gesh hw many bottles we bought..8!!!! ahaaahh!! berat nk mampos laa kn!!! n d keropoks as well..took a cab to dwntwn east..waiited fer NISHA n BLACK..n our BFs..thought tt they reached b4 us,bt gesh wad??? they were only at QUEENSTOWN..lyk toots laaa kn..ahahaha..nehmiind..sat fer awhiile..took piics wiit BELO..thn saw FENDI.. =)

NISHA bought KFC PROSPERITY MEAL..me n BELO sat outsyd thr lyk nobody's business..haha..lyk beggars..keke..at last our BFs arrived..ciian diiorng kener bwk tent berat2..NOT!!! haha..kiiter yg pompan lgii bwk barang yg penat..hehe..BOIIFEY hungry..bought fer hiim MCDONALD BEEF PROSPERITY BURGER..aftr tt,we went over to PRP..look fer a niice spot to piitch our tents..whiile we were bz piitchiing our tents,some crows were stealiing our friies!!!! damn iit!!! they happiily sneaked near d bbq piit where we left our stuffs,steal d friies n flew away!!! haiiyo..we triied to piitch our tents into a triiangle;bt did nt manage..haah..tiired of piitchiing,chnged into casual beach wear..ate our food..

went to the shore for a stroll..wrote names on the sand..BOIIFEY caught a tiiny crab undr a rock covered in moss n seaweeds..d crab damn small siia!!! bt cute..hehe..found a very niice shell...brought it to d tent..go to d shore again..bt tiis tym wiit BELO n NAZ..took piictures together..wrote names on d sand again..hehe.fun siia!!! =)) by d tym we went up baq again,AXT has arrived wiit her 2 frens;KING n BENG..ate sumore food..was hungry again by then..LOLx..open up some music..talk crap..play psp..talk more crap..sleep in tent for awhiile..(shagged abit) cukop tym jek,dh mlm..atw sumore..d rest play cards..me dunoe hw to play..haha...kesiian kn.. =(

then AXT(i tiink) brought some CHIVAS n ABSOLUTE VODKA..dh start bukak botol laa tuu..LOLx..miinom smpii noneng2..dh tergolek golek..terbareng bareng..ahaaah..mcm2 laa..n yea,one more thiing i fergot to mentiion..AXT,KING n BENG made small little cupcakes fer us..very well decorated..bt d taste kn,a biit kiinda weiird..hehe..sorry,no offence ya'll.. =)) bt,thx niiwaes..relii2 thoughtfull..hehe..cukop tym jek,me n BELO began packiing tiings up.. by tt tym,i started talkiing crap oreadii..feeels lyk my head was spiiniing..badly..canoot tahan oreadii..all of us took cab to mrt stn..thn managed to rush fer d last train..yarh..tiink tts all bout iit..tt in cn rmbr..ill u/l d piics ltr on..still hav yet to receive frm BELO..eheeeh..

ill post again at nyt regardiing TODAY aiites..LOLx..hehe.. =)) take caiire ppl..mwahs!!

2009-02-07T00:36:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey ppl..sry bout yrstdae's entry..was relii2 damn EMO siia..haiish..was haviin d so-called low tide kiinda mood..hmm..enuf bout tt..well well well..todae turned out quite bad fer me laa kn..came to klass (MDP) 15mins late..OVERSLEPT..then completed assignment last..haiish..d rest all finish oreadii sey..left me n d 2 gundus in klass..den,kena lecture by SAPIAH bout beiin punctual n weariin d proper attire..lyk WTF laa kn..haiiyo..den fer OSA klas,gt results for EXCEL Test..gt d highest in klas..wee....98 percent laa kn..hmm..keke.. (^.^) tt was nt so bad aftrall..d silver lining aftr a bad strt tt i had earlier on..hmm..

aftr sch,went to cafe 2 wiit eilah to have lunch..damn hungry lyk TOOTS siia!! stomach canot tahan niimore laa kn..ate chicken cutlet rice..tanks eilah..hehe..aftr tt bumped into BOIIFEY at Fourm..hez klasmate,Lisa,shouted my name at d otha end of d Forum..wahh!!! suddenly everyone knew my name siia..LOLx.. =)) salam him fer whiile..went to accompany eilah n salinah to smoke outsiide sch..gt TP..bt they manage to hiide..undr d ovahead bridge..LOLx..of all places..HAHA!!! then walked all d wae to Simei mrt stn..to take traiin..half dead oreadii..velii2 d sleepy laa kn..

waiited fer BOIIFEY to finish BL Bonding Session at skul..tiill he comes to my hse..waaa!! lamer laaa kn..frm 1430 tiil 1730..hmmm..he had fun th0..glad he njoyed.. =)) den called up BELO to confiirm tmrw GFs' outiing..wad tym to mit up;whr to mit up..BLA BLA BLA..ahaah..so xciited seyy..keke..hmm.k laa..tts all i cn tiink of laa kn..miind lyk goiin to go blank soon..eheeeh..Toddles! Niteyyy niight ppl! Muwahs!! =))

2009-02-05T22:13:00.004+08:00

love doesnt have to hurt to feel good..eventho im really mad at u at times,deep down in my heart,eur stil d onli one i love..i noe im alwaes givin eu attitude,bt i tink tt dere is olwaes a reason behind it..eu wana n0e sumtink,boy? eu r my ferst boyfriend to use vulgarities on me n use KAU AKU with me..n gesh wad oso,eu d ferst one tt i used vulgarities on too..i noe its rude..bt hey,we have to look at d situation..i dnt noe y all thiis whiile,d shits tt happen btween us,my love for eu grows even more..d more im mad at eu,d more i love eu..

eu xpect me to chnge..for d better..i triied..n kip on tryiin..bt at d same tiime,eu hav to do d same fer me also..i noe i cnt b d PERFECT life companion tt eu idam kn n i noe tt eu cnt b d PERFECT MR RIGHT tt i olwaes wanted..bt doesnt hav to stop us frm putting in effort to suit to d needs of each other..we may hav different perceptiion of tiings in life,bt our hearts beat as ONE..our arguments may seem childish..bt it will teach us or rather ME,a lesson..no matter wad happens,eu noe tt deep in eur heart,we r inseperable..im relii SORRY if im alwaes d firestarter of our arguements..im olwaes at fault..

im cryiin my heart out to eu..eventho eu cnt hear me..im relii hurt by our actiions todae..criiouzly..no matter wad,eur a part of my life..FOREVER.. <3

2009-02-05T20:59:00.002+08:00

It seemed to be like the Perfect Thing for you snd me. Its so ironic you are what I had pictured you to be, but there are facts in our lives we can never change.

It takes alot of understanding, time and trust to gain a close relationship with someone. As I approach a time of my life of complete uncertainty, my loved one is my most precious asset. Hence,you,my loved, is a precious and valuable treasure I treasure the most. I'm really blessed to have you in my life.

I'm really sorry if tiings did nt werk out pretty well between us...........

2009-02-04T22:42:00.003+08:00

hmm..as usual..miie didnt blog ysterdae..too lazy n tiired..eheeeh..sry yaw..hmm..took miie excel exam in d morniing..susah la kn d test..vry triicky..den..had some boriing lessons aftr tt..bt hey,gesh wad?? d best part was my break tym!!!hahaa!!!get to eat!!!!stomach empty mah.. haiiyoo..at last!! i get to eat SOTONG MASAK ITAM!!!wuuhuu!!!!dh lamer seyy tk mkn tuuu..yum2..eheeeh.. at wiit aizah,syakillah,eilah,khairi,farah n seri @ cafe 2..den2,shakillah ask for contact lens case cos her eyes hurt frm weariing cntct yg koyak..LOLx..pandai laa kn..dh tao koyak,jgn laa pkii cik adq oii...aiiyo yo..finish eatiing,went to sit2 at Biz blk lvl 1 lift lobby,.played psp..to kill d tym..damn bored siia..haiiyo..

ALAMAK!! lpas tuu it raiin seyy!!! tu larh..saper tu yg nyanyii utk panggil ujan..haiish..hahah..(haynis,cut d crap!) have to change seat laa kn..if nt me n my psp oso wet seyy..hmm..aizah n eilah went ova to d ATM to do some top-up thiingy..me,minding my own business playiin my psp..THEN2..GESH WAD..AHAAAH..a guy appeared frm behind went ova to my table..i was damn shocked laa kn..took off my earpiece n tryiin to liisten to wad d guy is tryiin to communicate wiit me..hmm..cnt relii hear properly laa kn cos of d heavy raiin..so,here goes:-

THE GUY:HI,LEH KNAL?BUAT KWN..

ME:ERRM.TKNK LAA.

THE GUY:ALAH.BUAT KWN JELAH.

ME:NO THAKNS.IM TAKEN ARH.

THE GUY:DH TAKEN?TKPER,BUAT KWN AJER..TK KN TK BOLE KN?

ME:TKNK LARH..UAT PER?! LAGIIPON,MATAER SKOLA SINI. =)

THE GUY:AHH?MATAER SKOLA SINI?ERR..OKLAH.TKPER. =(

ther..aftr he walk off to his seat baq,he told his members2 semer,"ALAH!DAMN!MATAER DEA SKOLA SINI LARH!" ahaah!!! yesssah!!! off eu go0o00!!! eeEeee!! i reli HATE tiis kiinda situatiion seyy..whereby guys comiin up to me askiing fer numbers..aleerrmakk!!! luckiiny,eilah n aizah came baq,in d nick of tym..phew! i told them wad hapen laa kn..they jz laf..aper lagii kn,i str8 awae call my BOIIFEY laa..i noe hes haviin his S&W soon..rang him up,told him wad happen..went dwn to miit me..then,he gav a stare to d guy tdii..then before he went off,i salam him of course..gav him a kiss,he gav me baq..hehe.. swiit kn.. =) my classmates nmpk n they sae "alah..jeles nyer!" hehe..sory2 eu guys..my intention was to prove to d guy yg ask fer my number..let him c tt im attached.. *wiinks* went to CRN aftr tt..caboT LLA..went hm wiif BOIIFEY..coz d delivery of my new tv n laptop will b arnd 3-6pm..s0o,cabot lorr.. =)

ate kfc at near my hse..hungry oreadii..went to Piston Mobile shop aftr tt to get new games..BOIIFEY gt himself "ULTRAMAN" game,while i gt mysef a "SPIDERMAN" game..till nw,stiil dunoe hw to play yet..hehe..bt d shop owner sae niice game,easy to win..s0o,i decided to giiv it a shot lorr.. =) went hm aftr tt,saw my daddy fixing new tv at living rm..damn big siia!! bt had to collect new lappy at d store itself..haiiyo! went dere,promoter sae GOLDEN BROWN clr out of stock!fuck siia! 1st2,pink dont hav,den nw,golden brown haf to order!!!left onii wiit blaq n whiite!siian arh!!wad kiind of serviice is tiis seyy!!!uurrrghhh!!! s0o,i ch0se whiite clr l0rr..blaq l0oks vey typical seyy..haiis..s0o,ther it is..new lappy..bt whiite clr..hmm..well,iits better then nth laa kn.. =)

BOIIFEY went hm aftr tt..send him off till tamp itchnge..damn!969 Q damn l0ng siia! wad d0 eu expect..peak hr mah..tym2 org kejer office hr nk aleq laa kn..ciian my sayang..hmm..tkper2..go hm cn sliip..eheeeh.. =)) k l0rr..wana sleep arh..*yawn* (o.0) toodles!

p,s: h0ney,i love you! i miss you! *hugs n kisses*

2009-02-03T00:07:00.004+08:00

well..tts all bout it i gesh..sry mostly itf my face cos BOIIFEY loves to take miie piics eatiing la seyyy..haiiyo..shy la kn..bt criiously some piics r damn BUROK siia!!! LOLx..axt,belo n nisha face damn CANDID siia..keekee..hav fun viiewiin aiites ppl..keke..niitiing,tag me!!! =) wana sliip..

2009-02-02T23:20:00.002+08:00

hey..hello hello my lovely bloggers!!! =) ahaaah..sowiie2 did nt blog ystrdae..too damn tiired n sliipy n nt in d mood sum m0re l0rr..well..let me strt off wiit todae then..went fer S&W fer d ferst lesson..sat at field n watch miie klassmates d0 d 2.4km run..prepariin fer NAPFA..lol..well,enuf bout sch uh...lazy to wriite uh..ahaaah...aftr sch,meet up wiit my GFs..fer an aftr lunch meal..@ Eighteen Chefs..@ Eastpoint..realii njoyed it..they had lotsa niice temptiing food ther..bt writing d order chit was a DAMN HASSLE siia! axt n sha cn go bonkers siia..n we wasted lyk a few sheets of d chit..hahaaahaha!!!!! =)) well,on top of tt,i will U/L d piics soon aiites..n eu cn viiew 'em n take a good laf at 'em..crediits to my BOIIFEY..<33>

2009-01-31T22:40:00.002+08:00

ahaah..todae is a velii velii velii B O R I N G dae!!!! urggh!!! wana go look fer job bt verii lazy urh..hehe..wee..mom bought fer miie knee brace oreadii..at last,i gt prove to tt STUPEEED MANI s&w guy tt im nt fakiing my injury!take tt fatty arsehole! muahaaahaaa! ahaaah..h0pe,my knee will recover as soon as possible arh..iits very irritating la kn..hmm..so boriing at hm kn,play wiit my psp;plugged it to my tv n SHOOT..dj max BIGSCREEN..keke..yea..frm aftrnoon til evening til nyt siia..play tt game..hehe..even wen my cousins n relative came to my hse to visit my dad..im still plaeiin wit it..eheeeh..yarh yarh..i noe..lyk small kid kn..bla bla bla..bt hey,dere is stil a small kid in every one of us wad.. =)) well,tts all..i tiink tts about it..fer todae..toodles!
p.s:ILY n IMY s0o s0o much baby!mwahs! <33

2009-01-30T20:15:00.005+08:00

niice anot i edit?keke..my baby termenong at GOD NOES WHR..liisteniing to music bt plugged thru d sub-woofer speaker..free mah..betta sound system den usiin headphones..keke..kn aby? =))

whiile waiitiin fer my dad to settle d payments to buy new flatscreen tv n lappy..weehee..s0o d b0red tiill gt tym to pose..ehee..BOIIFEY shagged oready siia.. =(
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oriitey den..here goes..at last FINALLY REACHED SCH ON TYM..hehe..LOLx.. =) had MDP lesson then,OSA..gt mock test seyy,didnt evn noe bout it..ahaaah..bt cn manage uh..den met BOIIFEY at cafe 2 to hav lunch..saw my msn fwen at ther..BOIIFEY shouted his name,he looked blurr sotong tryiin to figure out hu shouted hez name..i tiink uh..LOLx..keke..den meet up wiit my daddy at CGH for my medical apptmnt at sports&medicine clinic fer my knee injury(since im 13 till nw)..gesh who i saw?!!!!!LIONEL LEWIS la seyy!!!!aahh!!!i lyk want to melt siia..hes so tall n hot!!!wan to take piicture wit him bt i shy2 cat seyy..hehe.. (^.^)

aftr d xray thiingy,gt follow-up wiit physiotherapy laa kn...so troublesome..haiiyo..bt at least gt excuse frm S&W n NAPFA..wuuhuuu!!!thx doc!!!!bt criiouzly,my knee cap loose laa..out of position..if physiotherapy still doesnt helps,last resort is MRI or SURGERY! wtf!

TOUCH WOOD! hopefully nth will happn siia..haiish..hmm..was at d hosp fer hours..tiired n hungry agaiin..hehe..thn aftr tt went to TAMPINES MALL..BOIIFEY tagged along as well.. =) went to courts,daddy lookiin fer plasma tv..me browsiin thru d lappies..was attracted to one smal one..told daddy wanted it..eheeeh...piink clr!!!!bt gesh wad?! no stock seyy!!!so sad.. =( t0ok golden brown instead..hmmpf...nehmiind..

enuf saiid..wanan doze off..tiired..tmrw gt cca(ARCHERY)..gotta wake up early..toodles my blog ppl!!keke.. =)) love yar..mwahs!! <33> sayang eu Aidil..mwahs!! =))

2009-01-29T23:25:00.002+08:00

hmm..just a random thought eyy..i dnt noe if tiis appliies to all MEN la kn..jz a statement tt kiips liingeriing iin ma miind tho..ONCE MEN HAVE GOTTEN WAD SATISFIES 'EM;THEY JUST TEND TO GO M.I.A. N LEAVE YOU BEHIIND?AND THEY WILL FORGET BOUT D TIING TT JUST HAPPENED BWTEEN D TWO IF EU..jz lyk throwing away a piece of candy wrapper.. yyea..so,i kiip wonderiin if tiis is true..hmm..SOME MEN..jz cnt b bothered..btw,iits men,nt guys..matured men..nt childish guys..s0o yarh,i wonder if its true to some of eu grls out dere uh..haiish...enuf saiid.ova n out..

2009-01-29T23:02:00.004+08:00

-!RANDOM PICTURES!-

~crediits to 9nah;my future sis in-law(hehe)fer d editing on my piixie =)

~*UCK or *EACE;choose one ppl..wuuhuu!!

~Mohd Raizan,anotha newborn nephew in-law? hehe..gt such tiing anot? LOLx =) cute ryt?

~my one n only recliniing buddha!-NIISHA <3 snyom n rmbt mestii kner maiintaiin ehk..ahah..tu tong pt blakang tuu k0 mestii ma0 jager btol2..tu tmpat k0 medidate la0 k0 mendaq..keke..gura0 jek pantat!! =))

~aiint we suhweet..hehe..BELO n TETEK togetha..on our double date.. =) pt cathay cineleisure..pantat mestii mao maiintaiin ehk..keke.. =))

2009-01-29T22:28:00.002+08:00

yeah..velii pnat uh t0dae..huuuhuu..gesh wad?woke up late todae..went to klas 1/2 hr late..yea..stuuuupeeed MDP lecturer..dye my haiir to dark clr jz for her sake bt end up didnt mentiion anitiing,as if it nvr happened..LOL..shudnt sacrifice tiings arr..well,enuf bout tt..in d dae,evrythiing went smooth..had strawberry crem cake in OFC klass..to celebrate bdae babies fer JAN n FEB..niice siia d cake..i swear!!ahaaah..den had burpiing sessiion wiit d coke giiven by CA...wuuhuuuu!!!!BURP!!!! =)

BOIIFEY send me hm aftr skul..den at nyt arnd 7pm went to lepak2 wiit my BESTIIES;IINA BELO,NIISHA RECLINING BUDDHA n AXT BONCHET..hehe..gezh whr we hang out? tampines stadiium..hehe..bonchet wana go jogging mah..we tag along lorr..kater nyer jiiwer..keke..aftr some chiit-chattiing,we went to TM to tman belo buy hot pants fer her outiing..den she belanja us chox ice cream cone at McD..keke..suhweet kn.. =)) dh knyang mkn kn..we walk hm frm TM all d wae to a certain bus stp..took 293 frm dere..canot tahan oreadii uh..tiired siia..keke.. =) lazy fat asshole me..weeee!!! tiired..wad a dae todae.. =))
p.s:thx fer d lepak-iing eu guys!!!lurve iit!!shud do it more often!! =) mwahs!! =)) <33

2009-01-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

me,aizah & salinah..posiin arnd..ahaahh.. =)

me n aizah in LLA lesson..too bored to liisten to RICHARD..nyeh nyeh nyeh... =)

me n eilah in CRN klass..nth betta to do den takiin piixiies!! =))

ferst dae in sch.. =))

2009-01-28T22:59:00.007+08:00

(at my house)

strted my dae wiit late-comiing fer sch..keke..den hand ova BOIIFEY $$ fer his lunchbweak..ciian dea..keke..urmm..lesson was BORIING as usual..durh......(drooliing)HAHA..espciialy LLA..GOD DAMN IT..lyk tt lesson has to exiist!!..BOIIFEY waiited fer miie tiil i end my klass th0 he finished early..aww...suhweet ryt? =)) erm..went to lib to return my OVERDUED book..wah liiao..kena FINE for 80BUCKS++ siia..WTH!! whr to fork out d moneyy siia?? haiiyo..STRESS (0.o) niiwaes,aftr tt,went to 7-11 to get s0me snacks fer miie..BOIIFEY oreadyy kenyang..ahaaah..gt mieself POTATO CHIPS N FERRERO ROCHER(dark chox)fer BOIIFEY wiich he doesnt n0e..cos it was a surprise~will xplain bout tt in a moment..

he then send me hm..bt b4 tt,sat s0mewhere to giv him d surprise..d photo tt we both hav of each otha in our wallet(he returned it to me wen we had a BIG arguement) n d couple riing tt i bought fer us(he also returned tt);i let him hav it baq..told him to kiip our photo..n i wore fer him d riing baq on his finger..then both of us went EMO..keke.. =)) gav him a kiiss..*mwahs* n gav him d chox..as a tiiny gift of apology(tt i cud afford) wz regardz to wad has happened lately..went EMO agaiin..ahaaah.. (0.o) patch tiings up agaiin..began t0 realiise tt 0nii BOIIFEY exiist in my life..wonder wad it wud b n hw i wud manage myself w/o him in my lyf..haiish..really cheriish n treasure OUR RELATIONSHIP verii much..dnt want it to EVER END..enuf of tt.. <33

went to my hse..plce bag at hm ferst..then went to mobile shop to get a new game fer PSP..DJ MAX 3..oreadyy gt 1 & 2..weeeheee!!!not tt bad laaa..bt quiite boring oso..ahaaah.. =)) then gt hm,n sediia kn mkn2 fer BOIIFEY to eat..eat lyk vacuum cleaner..s0 fast finiish liiao..ahaha.. =)) then BOIIFEY go talk2 wiit future father in-law..hehe..tiill he wana sliip oready...givin grandfather storiies..keke..]sory daddy].. (o.0) ate ice-cream..yum2..den BOIIFEY tiired oreadyy..wana go hm..tts done.. <33

ahaaah..msgiing my LIL SIS(so called-lyk adq angkt)..fought wiit my sis ova d lappy..damn irritated!!!!urrgh!!!haiiyo..waiitiin fer BOIIFEY to reach hm..h0pe he didnt miss his bus stop..keke..well..tts bout iit t0dae..tiired!!!(yawn) wana sliip...toodles ppl!!

p.s: ILY n IMY baby..mwahs..nyyts!! =))

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2009-01-27T23:46:00.006+08:00

tiings gettin betta btwen me n hiim..wee..hmm..chat n webbie wiit hiim..he told me to rang him up..talk a lil biit..lotsa giggling n tear a lil bit..hmm..wiish tiings were d wae it was..then..siigh..bt hey,look on d briight side..tiings r gettin betta ryt? =) well..tts bout it then..wana sliip..gotta go to sch tmrw..toodles..

p.s:baby,gd nyt..ILY olwaes..mwahs.. =)

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2009-01-27T19:23:00.004+08:00

well..been hectic fer me tis past few daez wiit my boiifey..my mind hav been haywire past few weeks..dunoe wads wrong wiit me..haiish..sumtyms,i wish i cud turn baq tym..bt hey,tts impossible..cnt regret tiings tt has happen oreadii,ryt?hmm..i relii nid to do some soul searchiing..turst me,i can go BRAIN DEAD..jz tinikin bout my hangiin relationship..i DO LOVE him..i DO MISS him..i DO NEED him in my lyf..bt ryt nw,my miind cnt relii tiink str8..boy,do i need some time out..been cryiin my hart out fer daes..haiish..i wish i cud hug him nw..its been a 1yr 6mths plus relationshiip wiit him..n a 4yrs 10mths of knowiin him..hmm..trust me..it isnt smooth sailing..bt its worth it..worth waiting fer hiim..jz to b wiit him..if eur readiin tiis BOIFEY,jz wana letcha noe tt eur beiin LOVED FOREVER by me..eur swiitheart..

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